hopeful said:
oh yes I feel the same! yesterday I hit my elbow on the wall when I went around the corner and I turned around adn hit the wall back...like it did it on purpose, like hitting the wall would help, like hitting ever helps anything :twisted: :oops: ...and yet I have stomped or pounded at least 6 times today just so overwhelmed with frustration and anxiety. I am on day 9 and like you, the physical is gone but the emotoinal is insane. I was hyper days 6-8, got all spring cleaning done, finally felt better to do things and couldn't sleep, and now day 9 I couldn't quit crying all AM. Went to my therapist who had to calm me down with Lifespan Integration
http://www.lifespanintegration.com and I finally could see straight when I left and have been fine the rest of the day. I am fighting with darly hubby every minute for stupid things and sobbing in front of my kid. NOT OKAY!! I am off to see the DR tomorrow to complain and see what else to do. I do feel better than last week physically but oh my...I will do LI again next week and weekly until I settle down. I wouldn't have made it through today if I didn't talk to therapist. :shock:
Oh, I know what you mean about the emotions! My poor, poor dog, who is my very best friend, (yes, I'm one of "those" crazy people, LOL) got into the garbage, ate who knows what, and part of a cigarette, which is NOT good! First, I shrieked and chased her around the house, kicked her behind, then whacked her with a shoe! Then, I took her outside and forced peroxide down her throat, (no, I'm not an abuser, this was to make her vomit up the tobacco) and made her stay outside until she finished yakking up everything in her tummy! Ughh, I feel so HORRIBLE!!!! I've spent the rest of the night babying her and feeling so guilty! Seriously, it is a good thing I don't have small children, or I would never be able to do this, or they would have to go away for 2 months! These emotional swings, and the immediate rage is very scary! I just didn't realize how dead my emotions were before, but now it is like they are hyper-sensitive!
I'm glad you are working with a therapist, and have you tried taking an Omega 3 supplement? Although, given my description of my night I have to question if it is working! Between your therapist, and being able to come here to vent, I hope that offers you some comfort. Since we are on the same time frame in weaning it will be interesting to compare notes!
Good Luck!~