How has this taken a toll on your partners? I feel like I'm being so wretched to my boyfriend, and while he's trying to understand, he can't reeeally understand. I seem crazy. Weeping and getting migraines every day so far...and I'm only a couple days in
Six Years On Cymbalta - Lost My Insurance Indefinitely
#1
Posted 05 April 2010 - 01:45 AM
How has this taken a toll on your partners? I feel like I'm being so wretched to my boyfriend, and while he's trying to understand, he can't reeeally understand. I seem crazy. Weeping and getting migraines every day so far...and I'm only a couple days in
#2
Posted 17 April 2010 - 02:28 AM
UrbanFlowerpot, on 05 April 2010 - 01:45 AM, said:
How has this taken a toll on your partners? I feel like I'm being so wretched to my boyfriend, and while he's trying to understand, he can't reeeally understand. I seem crazy. Weeping and getting migraines every day so far...and I'm only a couple days in
I know what you are going through. I have lost my job/insurance and couldn't deal with the withdrawa symptoms.
My doctor was always good enough to give me free samples.
I have been on it for 3 years - and yes I do think that the longer you take it, the harder it is to get off of.
#3
Posted 20 April 2010 - 03:31 AM
#4
Posted 20 April 2010 - 06:48 AM
Antonia, on 20 April 2010 - 03:31 AM, said:
Believe me, it's not just long terms users who suffer. If you read through lots of posts you'll find a number of people have only been on it for a few weeks and suffered horrendous withdrawal symptoms.
The only thing I can say to you is that your doctor's plan was wrong. It can take people up to six months, sometimes longer, to taper off and get off Cymbalta completely.
The only way for anyone who suffers these sorts of withdrawal symtpoms to get of it without too many problems is to taper off slowly.
Many find that they can go from (eg) 60mg down to 30 without too many problems. Don't know whether you were o.k. on 30mg as you don't say.
The system of doing alternate days is COMPLETELY WRONG for Cymbalta - it has a short half life, and taking it every second day is like giving a junkie heroin every second day - achieves nothing. That method works for drugs which have a much longer half life.
What those of us who've come off Cymbalta without too much difficulty have done is taper down slowly. I found this site when I was doing 30mg on alternate days, and discovered what I was doing wrong.
I then changed and (through trial and error) found that 20mg was sufficient to get rid of the withdrawal symptoms. I then tapered down from 20mg to zero over TEN WEEKS. I still had some withdrawal symptoms at each drop, but not severe.
Have a think about going back on to 30mg, and tapering down from there. You can do this by opening the capsules and removing some of the beads.
If you choose to tough it out, you may have a few more weeks of misery ahead of you.
I know it seems like a pain to go back on to it, and then be on it for longer, but it's more to do with quality of life. You can live this nightmare for another few weeks, or you can taper off slowly over a much longer period with an almost normal quality of life.
regards, Maureen.
#5
Posted 21 April 2010 - 07:33 AM
I first was started on this at my request after suffering with major depression with severe anxiety and 6mo. of tx. on Lexparo as I read that this med was being used for pain disorders. At this point, I'm not experiencing the coverage I had for the first 5 years and wonder if it was such a good idea to be on a med that covers pain vs. finding out what the pain was all about to start with and having that treated. I went through the cat scans and x-rays and a bone scan and found out the there are numerous things that may be corrected and all I've been willing to do at this point is cover the pain up with meds.
I'm fortunate in one respect. I work in an office with different psychiatrist, and I hope they can give me better advice than my medical doctor. She told me to take one every other day. I have experienced 'brain shivers' while just taking it a few hours after my usual 8am dose. I'm taking the full 60mg. this morning. I drive 38mi. one way to work and I need to be fully functioning to drive on a road that is a well known truck route.
I always imagined that I would have to do a cross-taper with another med to get off this one. I mentioned this to my medical doc and she looked at me like she didn't know what I was talking about. I realize that doctors don't know what we're experiencing with things like the brain zaps, as they never experienced this, but I hope that if I ask one of the work doctors if they ever heard of this they don't look at me like I'm some sort of sissy.
I am married and have three teens and an ill Mother to look after. She lives independently, but I don't know for how long. I know I will need to go on an antidepressant that covers anxiety, but this med has me fed up due to the expense and the side-effects and the fact that it's no longer working so well on the pain. I'm supposed to see a surgeon for my shoulders as I think I have a torn rotater cuff and I've been putting this one off for years. I may add that I had a stomach ulcer that perforated on it's own a last year. I know this med is hard on the stomach, but that just blew me away. I didn't know I had a ulcer to start with and emergency surgery is no picnic.
Jackie
#6
Posted 21 April 2010 - 04:53 PM
Jackie M., on 21 April 2010 - 07:33 AM, said:
I first was started on this at my request after suffering with major depression with severe anxiety and 6mo. of tx. on Lexparo as I read that this med was being used for pain disorders. At this point, I'm not experiencing the coverage I had for the first 5 years and wonder if it was such a good idea to be on a med that covers pain vs. finding out what the pain was all about to start with and having that treated. I went through the cat scans and x-rays and a bone scan and found out the there are numerous things that may be corrected and all I've been willing to do at this point is cover the pain up with meds.
I'm fortunate in one respect. I work in an office with different psychiatrist, and I hope they can give me better advice than my medical doctor. She told me to take one every other day. I have experienced 'brain shivers' while just taking it a few hours after my usual 8am dose. I'm taking the full 60mg. this morning. I drive 38mi. one way to work and I need to be fully functioning to drive on a road that is a well known truck route.
I always imagined that I would have to do a cross-taper with another med to get off this one. I mentioned this to my medical doc and she looked at me like she didn't know what I was talking about. I realize that doctors don't know what we're experiencing with things like the brain zaps, as they never experienced this, but I hope that if I ask one of the work doctors if they ever heard of this they don't look at me like I'm some sort of sissy.
I am married and have three teens and an ill Mother to look after. She lives independently, but I don't know for how long. I know I will need to go on an antidepressant that covers anxiety, but this med has me fed up due to the expense and the side-effects and the fact that it's no longer working so well on the pain. I'm supposed to see a surgeon for my shoulders as I think I have a torn rotater cuff and I've been putting this one off for years. I may add that I had a stomach ulcer that perforated on it's own a last year. I know this med is hard on the stomach, but that just blew me away. I didn't know I had a ulcer to start with and emergency surgery is no picnic.
Jackie
Hi Jackie,
the 'every other day' just doesn't work with Cymbalta for those who are going to have problems getting off it, and as you've had problems even when you're a few hours late, sounds like you're going to be one of them.
The only way to get off safely is to wean down slowly, dropping a few mg for a start (which means you open the capsule and take out 2mg worth of beads: 9 beads = 1mg); Don't let doctors tell you you can'd do this, and that it's a slow release 'drug', it's not, it's a 'fast release' capsule with 'slow release' beads inside. Their printed information often doesn't differentiate between the two.
Some people have found taking Prozac at the same time as they're withdrawal helpful. In fact virtually all those who've tried it seem to have found it useful.
From the comments I've seen here, starting a different one (apart from the Prozac suggestion) can be tricky because many people suffer quite bad side effects from new anti-depressants, some of which can settle down, but in the early days it's hard to know if it's withdrawal of Cymbalta or side effects of the new drug.
Hope that helps,
regards, Maureen.
#7
Posted 22 April 2010 - 06:58 AM
Jackie
#8
Posted 22 April 2010 - 05:11 PM
Jackie M., on 22 April 2010 - 06:58 AM, said:
Jackie
Let us know how you go.
regards, Maureen.
#9
Posted 01 May 2010 - 02:21 PM
manfromgotham
#10
Posted 02 May 2010 - 08:17 PM
So - I was approved for FREE CYMBALTA!!! Oh joyous day. Apparently they only require that you make less than 150K/year to qualify for their charity pill program. Of course I qualified. No offense up there, but your doctor wasn't being 'nice' to supply samples. That's how I've stayed an addict for so long, and could continue to indefinitely if I wanted to. Yikes.
It's been a few weeks. My drop from 60 to 30 was killer, as was the 30 to 15. I'm hovering there for the time being. I keep the strange looking foamlike pellets in a container and lick some into my mouth every night on schedule. Jun-kie!
I suffer from severe, chronic migraines on a regular basis anyway, but the withdrawal is making them even worse. I get hot flashes that last and last...deep chills. I'm a server at a restaurant/bar so I'm always running around and (sorry customers!!) dealing with people. The AC that I have to walk by in one section feels like millions of sharp knives slicing my skin when I walk by and leaves me frozen to the bone. I am so forgetful!! That's why I could relate to the story above. So lost. I can forget what's happening around me even as it's happening. I drop a lot (sorry cooks and bartenders!). Co-workers are being patient, but most of them think this is a sign that I should STAY on it
No brain shocks to speak of, but many of the other side effects.
Maureen, thanks for chiming in with your experience. I appreciate it.
How long is this supposed to take...
Really wish I'd Just Said No.
#11
Posted 03 May 2010 - 03:20 AM
UrbanFlowerpot, on 02 May 2010 - 08:17 PM, said:
So - I was approved for FREE CYMBALTA!!! Oh joyous day. Apparently they only require that you make less than 150K/year to qualify for their charity pill program. Of course I qualified. No offense up there, but your doctor wasn't being 'nice' to supply samples. That's how I've stayed an addict for so long, and could continue to indefinitely if I wanted to. Yikes.
It's been a few weeks. My drop from 60 to 30 was killer, as was the 30 to 15. I'm hovering there for the time being. I keep the strange looking foamlike pellets in a container and lick some into my mouth every night on schedule. Jun-kie!
I suffer from severe, chronic migraines on a regular basis anyway, but the withdrawal is making them even worse. I get hot flashes that last and last...deep chills. I'm a server at a restaurant/bar so I'm always running around and (sorry customers!!) dealing with people. The AC that I have to walk by in one section feels like millions of sharp knives slicing my skin when I walk by and leaves me frozen to the bone. I am so forgetful!! That's why I could relate to the story above. So lost. I can forget what's happening around me even as it's happening. I drop a lot (sorry cooks and bartenders!). Co-workers are being patient, but most of them think this is a sign that I should STAY on it
No brain shocks to speak of, but many of the other side effects.
Maureen, thanks for chiming in with your experience. I appreciate it.
How long is this supposed to take...
Really wish I'd Just Said No.
Take care with the amount that you're taking. If it's not consistent, you could be adding time to the withdrawal period, as, if you're someone who's going to suffer, varying the dose on a daily basis just postpones the recovery.
There are 9 x beads for every mg of Cymbalta. I know it's a pain to count them, but it will give your body a much more consistent dose.
It's also important too, because many find that they can't drop the same mg each time: eg. they may be able to drop from 60 to 30, but then need to drop to 25 etc, then once they get to 10mg, drop 1mg at a time. Once you get down to the smaller doses it's more the percentage drop that seems to count for many.
Take care too, that if you're taking the beads without a capsule, it's important they don't get damaged on the way to your stomach, as they're slow release beads, and damage means the contents of that bead are released faster into your system.
At 15mg you could put half in each half of a 30mg capsule and stuff a bit of bread in each end.
regards, and keep in touch,
maureen.
#12
Posted 25 May 2010 - 11:52 PM
As far as being on for a long time and getting off I wish there was another way. I've been off for a long time I can't imagine getting back on again and tapering off. I have some left. If Maureen is out there can you advise me at this stage of the game since I'm squarely in limbo. I really need some solid advise. Oh and what about the psychiatrist???
#13
Posted 26 May 2010 - 02:04 AM
honeybear2212, on 25 May 2010 - 11:52 PM, said:
As far as being on for a long time and getting off I wish there was another way. I've been off for a long time I can't imagine getting back on again and tapering off. I have some left. If Maureen is out there can you advise me at this stage of the game since I'm squarely in limbo. I really need some solid advise. Oh and what about the psychiatrist???
You poor soul; not only were you given incorrect information about how long it MIGHT take SOME people to wean off (Eli Lilly's fault, incidentally, not your doctor's), but your own correct evaluation was treated as though they were more symptoms of underlying problems.
I have along history of dealing with doctors, mostly good but a few disastrous, mostly NOT in the mental health field though, which we all know is much worse for that sort of thing.
The doctors who won't work WITH you are not worth staying with. As far as I'm concerned, we don't go to doctors to be told what to do, we go to doctors because they have superior knowledge and training regarding the human body, and with their HELP, WE decide what to do.
I was lucky, and have a GP who didn't doubt for one second that cymbalta withdrawal was causing the problems. I saw her regularly, as much for me to tell her what I was up to, rather than her tell me what to do next.
Interestingly, during the first horrible week of withdrawals, she went to a psychiatric conference (she's a normal family doctor type) and asked about my experience, only to be told there was no evidence for it!!!
Certainly most people who've been off for nearly a month would be over the worst of it, but that's by no means automatic. Some people can get off 120mg without too much difficulty, others suffer tremendously getting off 20mg.
You said you have 'some' Cymbalta left, but do be careful about re-introducing them - don't just suddenly take a 30mg in desperation one day. The thing is your brain has to slowly adjust back to its pre Cymbalta state. The withdrawal symptoms are a sign that your body's
doing that.
Depending on how many capsules you have left, my gut feeling is that if you have sufficient, taking 10mg is more than likely going to make you feel better, BUT you need to have sufficient left to be able to wean down slowly from there.
Many others have found Prozac really useful in helping with the withdrawal symptoms, so don't know if you can find a sympathetic doctor who'll give you a script for that. Prozac is then much easier to wean off; no one on this board who's tried it since I've been here has had a problem dropping it.
Other than that, family support, eat well, try to sleep etc. Some have found fish oil useful (made no difference to me); others have found Benadryl helpful for sleeping (I didn't try that). Have a look through the nutritional support section. I'm a great believer in the fact that if your body's missing something it's going to help taking supplements, but if it's not, you just end up with expensive wee. When you're under such severe physical and mental stress, though, I don't think it hurts to give your body every advantage. Stress makes almost every physical symptom worse.
Again, let us know how much Cymbalta you've got left. Just letting us know doesn't mean we're going to urge you to take it. A week out yes, a month out, perhaps not. None of us can say what's 'right' for you, but if we offer suggestions, you can perhaps pick and choose whichever suits you.
kind regards,
Maureen.
#14
Posted 26 May 2010 - 11:56 PM
MaureenV, on 26 May 2010 - 02:04 AM, said:
I have along history of dealing with doctors, mostly good but a few disastrous, mostly NOT in the mental health field though, which we all know is much worse for that sort of thing.
The doctors who won't work WITH you are not worth staying with. As far as I'm concerned, we don't go to doctors to be told what to do, we go to doctors because they have superior knowledge and training regarding the human body, and with their HELP, WE decide what to do.
I was lucky, and have a GP who didn't doubt for one second that cymbalta withdrawal was causing the problems. I saw her regularly, as much for me to tell her what I was up to, rather than her tell me what to do next.
Interestingly, during the first horrible week of withdrawals, she went to a psychiatric conference (she's a normal family doctor type) and asked about my experience, only to be told there was no evidence for it!!!
Certainly most people who've been off for nearly a month would be over the worst of it, but that's by no means automatic. Some people can get off 120mg without too much difficulty, others suffer tremendously getting off 20mg.
You said you have 'some' Cymbalta left, but do be careful about re-introducing them - don't just suddenly take a 30mg in desperation one day. The thing is your brain has to slowly adjust back to its pre Cymbalta state. The withdrawal symptoms are a sign that your body's
doing that.
Depending on how many capsules you have left, my gut feeling is that if you have sufficient, taking 10mg is more than likely going to make you feel better, BUT you need to have sufficient left to be able to wean down slowly from there.
Many others have found Prozac really useful in helping with the withdrawal symptoms, so don't know if you can find a sympathetic doctor who'll give you a script for that. Prozac is then much easier to wean off; no one on this board who's tried it since I've been here has had a problem dropping it.
Other than that, family support, eat well, try to sleep etc. Some have found fish oil useful (made no difference to me); others have found Benadryl helpful for sleeping (I didn't try that). Have a look through the nutritional support section. I'm a great believer in the fact that if your body's missing something it's going to help taking supplements, but if it's not, you just end up with expensive wee. When you're under such severe physical and mental stress, though, I don't think it hurts to give your body every advantage. Stress makes almost every physical symptom worse.
Again, let us know how much Cymbalta you've got left. Just letting us know doesn't mean we're going to urge you to take it. A week out yes, a month out, perhaps not. None of us can say what's 'right' for you, but if we offer suggestions, you can perhaps pick and choose whichever suits you.
kind regards,
Maureen.
#15
Posted 27 May 2010 - 12:19 AM
Thank you!! I feel so validated finally!! I'm glad you were able to find a GP that was able to support you I have worked around doctors in my professional career for over 20 years and unfortunately don't have the luxery of their advice anymore. My gynecologist is my closest to help and she is bang on as far as monitoring my condition right now because she is dealing with another issue and my health right now is of primary concern to her and she's been great. I will be touching base with her on the 1st for an update for the new med she has put me on so she'll get the lowdown on how the withdrawal is going. She even suggested that the crying spells I was having early might be related t the Cymbalta and not the med we were working with maybe I should have told her more about how I was feeling so she could have definately put a finger on it. Oh well. I am not sure about getting back on and weaning off. I have been taking the benadryl round the clock for about 5 days and I've noticed that the shakiness/nervousness in my stomach is better slowly everyday. I am noticing my sleeping patterns are returning to normal I'm going to bed at 2:00am vs 5-6:00am like I used to and sleeping better and resting. However, the ringing in my ears, joint aches and appetite problems and others fluctuate like a pendulum day to day with the mood swings. I will stay the course for a few more days I have a few more tests scheduled for Tuesday I need to get out of the way and once they are completed all the medical stuff will be done and I can figure out my next move. I am monitoring the 30 to zero thread on the boards and I think I will post there unless you think we should post here for a bit. Let me know. Thank you again!!!
#16
Posted 27 May 2010 - 05:20 AM
honeybear2212, on 27 May 2010 - 12:19 AM, said:
Thank you!! I feel so validated finally!! I'm glad you were able to find a GP that was able to support you I have worked around doctors in my professional career for over 20 years and unfortunately don't have the luxery of their advice anymore. My gynecologist is my closest to help and she is bang on as far as monitoring my condition right now because she is dealing with another issue and my health right now is of primary concern to her and she's been great. I will be touching base with her on the 1st for an update for the new med she has put me on so she'll get the lowdown on how the withdrawal is going. She even suggested that the crying spells I was having early might be related t the Cymbalta and not the med we were working with maybe I should have told her more about how I was feeling so she could have definately put a finger on it. Oh well. I am not sure about getting back on and weaning off. I have been taking the benadryl round the clock for about 5 days and I've noticed that the shakiness/nervousness in my stomach is better slowly everyday. I am noticing my sleeping patterns are returning to normal I'm going to bed at 2:00am vs 5-6:00am like I used to and sleeping better and resting. However, the ringing in my ears, joint aches and appetite problems and others fluctuate like a pendulum day to day with the mood swings. I will stay the course for a few more days I have a few more tests scheduled for Tuesday I need to get out of the way and once they are completed all the medical stuff will be done and I can figure out my next move. I am monitoring the 30 to zero thread on the boards and I think I will post there unless you think we should post here for a bit. Let me know. Thank you again!!!
Happy to help, honeybear. If it hadn't been for people who'd been through withdrawal and made it out the other end still being on this site when I was withdrawing my experience would definitely have been worse.
I agree, it does sound like it's too late to re-introduce the drug to your system, especially as there are other drugs involved, and at this stage there may be greater problems with re-introduction side effects, or interactions with other drugs.
The tinnitus (ear ringing) is damned annoying. I get that anyway, and it was made MUCH worse by Cymbalta withdrawal. The thing with tinnitus is that it's a lot worse if you 'listen' to it, which I know sounds crazy, but you can either do that, or let it drive you crazy. If it's really annoying when you're trying to sleep, I've read suggestions such as putting a radio on static, down low, enough to counter it, though.
Glad to hear your gyno has an open mind. She might be your best bet if you wanted to consider the Prozac option. If you do a search on this site you should find some info on that.
I tend to not take too much paracetamol (or stronger), but during withdrawal I had so many aches and pains that on top of the emotional stuff, I just took the line of least resistance and took it on a semi-regular basis. I also took Mersyndol frequently at night time (I seem to be very sensitive to the relaxant in it) and even though it's got codeine in it, my GP was more than happy for me to use whatever I found helpful.
To be honest, I don't even know which thread you ARE on. This site is like a rabbit warren, and I just go to 'new content' each time I log in. If you don't get any responses to a post within a day or so, just repost it by 'quoting' it and asking for opinions, and I, or another of the regulars will see it eventually.
kind regards,
Maureen.
#17
Posted 17 June 2010 - 12:35 AM
#18
Posted 17 June 2010 - 04:09 AM
honeybear2212, on 17 June 2010 - 12:35 AM, said:
On this site we generally only see relapses from people who've done it the hard way. I didn't have any problems, but I also did a very slow wean: spent 10 weeks going from 20mg to zero.
I have seen one person post on here who weaned and had a relapse. Unfortunately all we've got are anecdotal examples, because the drug companies won't fund tests. It MAY be that more people stop cold turkey and that's why more people who've gone cold turkey APPEAR to have relapses.
There's still the prozac option, though, if it's too difficult for you.
regards, Maureen.
#19
Posted 17 June 2010 - 10:12 PM
MaureenV, on 17 June 2010 - 04:09 AM, said:
I have seen one person post on here who weaned and had a relapse. Unfortunately all we've got are anecdotal examples, because the drug companies won't fund tests. It MAY be that more people stop cold turkey and that's why more people who've gone cold turkey APPEAR to have relapses.
There's still the prozac option, though, if it's too difficult for you.
regards, Maureen.
#20
Posted 17 June 2010 - 10:30 PM
#21
Posted 22 June 2010 - 03:37 PM
UrbanFlowerpot, on 05 April 2010 - 01:45 AM, said:
How has this taken a toll on your partners? I feel like I'm being so wretched to my boyfriend, and while he's trying to understand, he can't reeeally understand. I seem crazy. Weeping and getting migraines every day so far...and I'm only a couple days in
#22
Posted 22 June 2010 - 03:43 PM
#23
Posted 31 August 2010 - 12:42 PM
Jennifer Scared, on 22 June 2010 - 03:43 PM, said:
#24
Posted 31 August 2010 - 12:53 PM
Maureen
#25
Posted 10 September 2010 - 05:32 AM
UrbanFlowerpot, on 05 April 2010 - 01:45 AM, said:
How has this taken a toll on your partners? I feel like I'm being so wretched to my boyfriend, and while he's trying to understand, he can't reeeally understand. I seem crazy. Weeping and getting migraines every day so far...and I'm only a couple days in
I have a 21 day headache and nothing is helping. And the back of my neck is so sore. I keep apologizing to my husband for my temper (which I don't have in my real life). Bob has my back every second of every day through all of this horrible mess. No matter what! I am sooooo blessed. Wait, I am having a hot flash........ I hate those. Anyway, if I didn't have Bob, It would iffy that I would survive.
Keep going. I believe we will all be healthy again. Kathy

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