Bon Bon 54, on 25 May 2010 - 09:19 PM, said:
Hi all..Day 9 off of cymbalta..was on it a year, have been on different anti depressants for almost 20 years..Today I heard a song and got goosebumps, I got angry when a car cut me off, I cried when I watched a movie..wow, to feel again is so amazing. I forgot what it was like to really be me, with all the feelings that go along with it. I could sit down and cry with regret, but I choose to look ahead, with anticipation to experience the 'goosebumps and tears of life'. I wish for you all the same. No matter what else i go through in this life, i choose to feel it...good or bad.
Thank you all for the help you have given me in the past rough few weeks. I will check in here often and will hopefully encourage others. But for me, i think i have turned a corner. I am still having zaps, especially at night when i am tired, and my body temp, seems at bit messed up...can't seem to cool down in the evenings...But people, there is hope... and life unmedicated is so much better for me. I wish you all the best. There are goosebumps at the end of the cymbalta tunnel my friends.
God Bless,
Bon Bon
Dear Bon Bon:
Thank you for your elegant description of the difference between life on drugs and life after drugs. I read this several weeks ago, just as I was beginning the weaning process. I didn't fully comprehend what you were saying but you had painted a picture for me that gave me hope. I remembered your words frequently but I had forgotten who wrote them and where I had seen them. Now that I too am done with Cymbalta I went searching to find your post. Right now I am crying tears of joy over being able to thank you for the encouragement you gave me. And I am quite sure that others will be encouraged by your thoughts as well.
My prayer for you is that God will bless your heart bountifully,
TimC