Posted 10 November 2009 - 08:44 PM
That's o.k. Jerryd,
I understand 60! Heading there soon myself - nearly 57. I don't have (because I don't look for it there) support at home or with family. A fairly high anti-drug stance means that I have to fight my way past that first. Both of my sisters have suffered severe menopause symptoms without resorting to HRT, but I did.
I have a couple of good friends though, one of whom has periods of mild depression, so he at least understands about being in that place where nothing can cheer you up, or make you feel better.
People discontinue the drug for all of the reasons you can imagine: side effects, not doing what was expected, feeling better and hoping to cope without, changing to another drug, some in the US because of the cost and lack of insurance. etc etc.
I have to say taking an anti-d (Lexapro first) made the most incredible difference to my life. It gave me really bad nightmares though, and I overate because if I didn't eat what I did, I would feel sick and as though I was about to faint.
That's why i was changed to Cymbalta, 30mg for the first month. Quite by accident (my regular GP would have allowed it) I ended up on 60m because I had to see another doctor who was adamant 60mg was the lowest theraputic dose.
I wanted to stop because 1) the side effects (long story and partly to do with pre existing conditions) and 2) if I'd felt so well on 30mg, and it wasn't even considered the 'usual' dose then I figured I should try to come off it and see how it all panned out.
Just keep hangin' around here if you need support, for whatever reason, there are several people who'll be able to talk to you about any of these topics. I can't tell you how much it's meant to me to be able to talk to others who understand.
regards, Maureen.
You can't stop the waves, but you can learn to surf.