About twelve years ago I began having terrible panic attacks. At the time I didn't KNOW that they were panic attacks: all I knew was that my heart felt like it was sputtering, missing beats, and clenching panfully, increasingly so. One particularly bad night my parents rushed me to the hospital, convinced I was having a heart attack or something. "Nope," I was told by the nurse, "just anxiety." JUST anxiety.... "Take this." Paxil. Goooood ole Paxil. I have a feeling my story so far is nowhere near unique.
Cymbalta was my most recent AD. Like amost of the others, it seemed to help me a lot at first, then not much at all. I have been on 60mg for probably 3-6 months now. I reached my limit. I decided that after twelve years of being on SSRIs/SNRIs and not improving, it was time to say goodbye.
When I informed my doctor of this plan, he said "Just drop down to 30mg for two weeks and then stop altogether." Yep. You read that correctly. Sound familiar anyone? ARE THESE DOCTORS INSANE? I said no way, I knew that I required a slower taper, but he didn't seem to agree.
So I began taking my 60mg capsules, and each week, dumping out small quantities of the time-release beads to slowly taper. Now I have reached the 30mg mark, and withdrawal is kicking in hard. I feel crazy, angry, suddenly violent (towards walls and inanimate objects), my moods swinging back an forth with strobe-like speed. Last night I found this forum and am very glad I did. I am dreading facing each new day under these conditions, and a place like this is a bright beacon of hope. I will be scavenging these boards for any little tidbit of info that can help me feel better, or at least maybe send me in the right direction. Thank you all.

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