thatagirl, on 01 February 2010 - 12:53 PM, said:
I've been taking Cymbalta for 17 months and (with respect to my depression) it worked! In fact, it worked so well that I would tell people that I would happily take Cymbalta for the rest of my life to avoid the horrible saddness and feelings of "Who cares" which is where depression had taken me. "Where does Depression hurt? Everywhere".
In any event, I did not want to take Anti-depressions because of the reported side -effects. I only agreed to take Cymbalta because my Therapist/RN and my Doctor said that the side affects DID NOT include weight gain or decrease the sex drive. NOT TRUE.
Since starting on Cymbalta (170 - which had increased from 150 because of my depression) I have gained another 35lbs!!! I am now at my all time heaviest weight ever.
I have noticed that my back always aches and my knees feel a pain I've never expereinced before; I assumed it was because my 5'3 frame is having a taxing time carring around the addition 70lbs. (Now 205).
With respect to interest's in the opposite sex, I have NONE. Zero - Zip. I can't even remember what or why I ever "fancied" or "crushed" on anyone.
I can say with conviction, I have been in absolute denial about the side effects of this drug. For some time I thought I'd rather be Fat and Happy then thin and miserable. However, as with any drug, it has lost it's effectiveness - and now I'm depressed, seriously obese and taking 60mg a day! As if that is not bad enough, my insurance does not cover and it cost me $130 a month (I don't make a lot of money - so that $130. hurts).
At the rate I'm gaining, I'll be 300lbs at this time next year.
My QUESTION to those with wisdom and expereince: How long (during weaning) and after before you started to see the weight loss??? And what suggestions might you have to share?
Good Mental Health and Many Blessings to you all:
Lucy
God Bless You. You are not alone.
After 10 years of anti-depressants and actually now that I really think about it about three years with Pamalor before that--I am quitting this tumble down the rabbit hole. I am going to get off the Cymbalta train. I have been taking Depakote for migraines, too. But I stopped that cold turkey about two weeks ago. No problem that I know of. I say that because the Cymbalta withdrawals are something to experience.
When I was diagnosed with PTSD, Dysthymia, and Major Depressive disorder, I needed some help. I didn't know that the meds would go on for ten years. I have had pouring sweats on Cymbalta, eye twitching, last three months I itch and have huge weird looking rash/hives/SOMETHING all over my skin. That was it. I started putting it together and Bingo--the skin, the sweats, the twitching--Cymbalta. But the weight gain over the years is killing me. I now take meds for high triglycerides and cholesterol which I would not need if I wasn't about 50-55-60 pounds overweight. I am small framed and short and the weight is killing my knees. (I even had surgery to clean out my arthritis but I need new knees because I am bone on bone. I have taken rooster comb shots for that!
I am fat. I am bummed about that. But I don't believe I am as depressed. Things are going to be difficult for me but my PTSD/Dysthymia isn't me. I am going to be a hothouse orchid and be a little difficult. But I yam what I yam. I am alive because of therapy. I needed the pills then I don't need them anymore. I am keeping my psychologist, but I am getting rid of the pills.
I have been stepping down on my own and I am at about 20mg every 36 hours. I need a script for 20mg. I have been pulling the pills apart.
I am dizzy, nauseated, can't sleep, then when I do I am dead to the world. My head hurts and then it doesn't.
I refuse to give up. Somewhere in all of this my thinking feels like it is going to keep improving. I am going to get to where the thinking is very clear. I am still sort of insulated from my mind, but I am better. My poor husband is tired of me snapping at him. But everything feels like a burden with this stepping down.
I wish you peace and continued success. This is hard. But it is better than the itchy broken out skin, sweating, twitching, foggy thinking from Cymbalta.
I bet I might really like myself again off of it.
I have already lost two pounds, the skin is better, until I take the 20 mg after 36 hours off. Then I itch again.
BTW You will feel things again. You may cry when before the pills blocked experiencing that. You will feel attractive/attracted again, too. It is going to be okay.
But I refuse to do meds again if the depression returns. I would rather ride it out and be in therapy every damn day than take another pill.