A very important part of this process for me was a supportive therapist. I believe therapy is absolutely VITAL in this journey! The decision to come down from my meds started out as an experiment (I was on 75 mg of Zoloft and 60 of Cymbalta) to see how not being on medication would affect my emotionality. I would often feel numb, experience derealization quite frequently, and thought that weening off of medication might allow me access to some more of the tools that I had acquired while in therapy. There were times when my body would acclimate to being on a lower dosage that I was actually feeling better than I had in years. Now that I have been completely off for a week, I honestly can say that I feel better. I had been medicated essentially since I was 9 years old (I'm 25 now) and had reached a point in my therapy where medication simply wasn't relevant anymore. I'm really looking forward to exploring this "new life" of sorts without medication.
The greatest thing that I have received from being off my meds is the invaluable knowledge that I truly am okay; I had spent so long thinking that I was "broken" and that being on medication was the only thing that could fix me. I have a wonderful therapist who has helped me through much, this experience included. I live in Orange County and have been making the trip down to her office in San Diego for several years now. If you live in the San Diego area and are looking for the support of a truly empathetic therapist, look up Kristin Moorehead at www.sagetherapycenter.com, I really can't recommend her enough.

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