[scooter74]

So glad i found this site for support, Im about ready to lose it. IVE BEEN ON CYMBALTA LONGER THAN I CAN REMEMBER, MAYBE 5 YRS NOW? I was on 120mgfor the last 3 yrs and just quit 2 wks ago cold turkey, due to ins. issues, i can no longer get my script.

I feel Nauseated, dizzy, shakey, confused, irritated, cant cope with any level of stress, ANXIETY, anger, body aches as if ive been in training for something or flu aches and last night i wanted to slash my wrists open. Thank God for my Boyfriend to talk and calm me down...but how long will that last till he runs for the hills dealing with me like this!?
Im losing control, Im going thru a personal hard time as well and i just wna tell everyone around me to "F" off and i wanna disappear forever. Im a 36 yr old recently divorced mother of 2 and this is unexceptable behavior. Im old enough to know better and not have such dark crazy thoughts. Because of my kids and my kids only, i wouldnt hurt myself and put them thru that. For now at least...but i feel what if?? Its so stupid to feel that way, but i cant help it.

The only thing i can do right now to help the crazies, is smoke pot, it calms me, i can relax and i dont feel like throwing stuff. i have an old prozac script, should i maybe start those??
Jesus take the wheel!!!!