[runslikeagrl11]

So in the past 4 days I have had 8 night terrors. Last night I woke up completely sobbing thinking my little chihuahua was sitting on the outside of the window (on our 2nd story house) about to jump. Odd yes. Depressing, check. Panicky? Of course. These dreams are typical, something is always in distress and since I only have dogs its them. Otherwise my night terrors consist of me about to be attacked by an extremely large spider or 'thing'. Its so weird cause when I open my eyes I can still see the spider, or my dog sitting on the window (which he never does and he cant reach it) until the light turns on. Only bad thing is that I claw my husband bad cause of my extreme fear and he gets a terrible night's sleep as well. He has woken up many times to me scratching and clawing the crap out of his chest because I am literally screaming and paralyzed by fear. My screams at night are due to my night terrors- sounds of madness. WHY??? The only thing I can relate to is that song by Shinedown, 'another loose cannon gone bipolar' (Sound of Madness). well partially relate.


So in case ya'all need something crazy to read today, just read my posts. I'll keep updating.