I've had to stop taking all my meds.. Cymbalta and Topomax. I not only just can't afford the meds, I can't afford the constant dr appointments to GET the meds. I quit things cold turkey just before Thanksgiving (irony irony..) I thought I had the flu at first. I did nothing but toss my cookies, and shiver in bed. I THOUGHT I was used to the zaps in my brain as this wasn't the first time I'd been off the meds, but this is the first time LONG TERM. Now, now I just pray for my head to not float off my shoulders. I almost wish I were back ON the drugs. I can't think, I can barely walk as the jarring of my feet on the pavement causes my brain to zap for 3 to 5 seconds. My head aches in a dull throb. And I think I'm about praying for death. My best beloved brought me Benedryl today to hopefully help make the symptoms get better. But I can't stand the hot/cold in out feelings.
What's worse.. the disease or the detox from the 'cure'? Either way I think I'm gonna be praying for death shortly. I work 12 hour days. I can't keep going on like this.
Any help would be faboo.