[autimom4ever]

I'm at 6 weeks post 0 cymbalta...

The irritability, nausea, dizziness, panicy feeling just won't go away and
I have hardly any support at home.. My husband only thinks that I'm hurting him. My 13 yo always has an attitude (which makes my irritability worse)
I'm having such hell in my house right now that the irritabilty is much worse then should be...

I'm getting so fed up with the lack of support and the "poor me" attitude of my husband (cause I treat him so bad) that I'm ready to leave

[distill]

Are you still on it or coming off of it?

[autimom4ever]

I'm 6 weeks totally off.... after a taper...after taking the horrible stuff for 5 years
I'm not good to live with right now and he doesn't see what I'm going through...

So, we are not even talking at this point.

[distill]

Show him what the FDA is putting out about it. When my fiance left me finally after my head was clear I told her you don't and will not understand it unless you've lived it. I know I hurt her emotionally, but no one can grasp what's going on. Hell I'm still trying to figure it out because half of the last two years memories are gone.

[ataloss]

It is SO important to say you are sorry to your husband for being mean when you realize that it was the withdrawal from the medication talking. If you say nothing, how can you expect your relatives to be constantly aware of your ordeal? If even you are not realizing that it is the meds ALL the time, do not expect your husband to do so. If there is no repeated and genuine excuse from you at the moments that you are clearheaded and realising what you did, then surely after a while your loved ones will start to think that maybe you did mean it when you were acting out.

Good luck, and all the best!!! I know that saying sorry is hard, but it is really needed.