Posted 14 January 2012 - 04:37 PM
i am new here too, but i am glad that this forum exists. as far as a program to follow, i do not know your history but i can tell you about mine and how i feel about it right now. i have a life-long history of severe depression. at first i was not willing to use meds. after years of therapy, on-again, off-again symptoms i started using them about 25 years ago. they have changed over the years, i can say that. cymbalta has got to be the very worst. when i was a teen i had a near death experience and this drug is very similar to that terrible experience. i have had prozac, effexor, celexa, welbutrin, lexapro, trazadone, elavil, abilify, some benzodiazepines at times for mild to severe anxiety. these are the drugs i can remember without having to go back to old records. i can honestly say all of the above drugs are by no means 100% effective nor are their side effects favorable but cymbalta is by far the worst for me. the way it made me feel is the reason why i never wanted drugs as a treatment for depression in the first place. that being said, i am certainly not pro-antidepressants at all, but i do feel that at times and with good support from family or friends, that antidepressants are better than deep depression, and better than doing nothing at all. my advice to you is to definitely have a plan, i do not know about this book that you refer to but i wish i would have known about it before. i wish i had found this site before i ever started this ()()(*)( cymbalta! my experience with getting off meds is the only thing that has kept me from not killing myself. my gut was telling me to look for answers and thank heavens i did. my decision is to stop the stuff period. but i am taking supplements which have helped before with other meds that i have gotten off of and i have communicated with my family my issues so that they will know what i am going through. i am also closely monitoring my diet as my experience with getting off meds has shown me that nutrition does play a big factor. along with that plan, i would chronicle in some way your experiences. for some reason, that i cannot explain, keeping track of our progress makes one feel as if one is in control. i have chosen to stop this crud outright without weaning or using another antidepressant because it is right for me. my advice to you is to do what is best for you, trust your instincts and do what you feel the safest with. learn as much as you can about the withdrawal and other issues surrounding this, such as depression returning, make a plan, stick to it and do not reach for the moon. take it one step at a time. i will say that withdrawal is different for everyone. i have had withdrawal symptoms that were not hard to get through. with this drug, i have and am experiencing the worst in the world, everything that has been written on other posts and worse. that is the main reason i am stopping outright, but you may not have the same, it may not be as bad. so make your plan, stick to it and hopefully in future i will read that you are ok, as i truly hope i will be writing about me being ok soon! best wishes to you! ps supplements may be costly but luckily there is a wealth of information available now. have someone you trust help you research and set a minimum of money you can spend and stick with that.