The first time I got off Cymbalta I felt like I was born again (literally, not religiously). I felt emotions I forgot existed. I thought I was happy while on Cymbalta but it turned out what I thought was happy was like a tone-deaf person thinking they are singing in tune.
I ended up back on Cymbalta because I got SO happy, I got scared I was TOO happy. Considering my family history of bipolar, it was a legitimate concern, except for the fact that usually a manic person doesn't recognize their own mania...
Anyway, I am getting off this sadistic drug yet again, this time forcefully (no $$ to pay for it). The point of all this rambling was that what you're going through is perfectly normal. You will have some off days, some bury-your-head-in-sand days, but expect to discover that the world has a lot more emotion to offer than you've been feeling. It can be scary, but you're not going crazy. In fact, you're becoming normal again.
tomitsu, on 16 February 2012 - 03:21 AM, said:
I'm on day 15 now so far of the weaning process and I went from 60 mg to 30 mg. so far I am surprisingly okay...not 100%.
First day: I felt so good. No headaches but a little foggy minded. I work 12+ hour days running biz with hubby. First night at around 9:30pm before bed I took my cymbalta and was out fast asleep. THIS hasnt happened in months. I have had insomnia for 8 months - which is why I am ridding myself cymbalta!
Second day: I woke up at 5:30 am with soooo much energy. I felt upbeat. This hasn't happened either for months. For the past year I have been so lethargic and unmotivated to get out of bed. I would lay in bed unable to wake up. again worked a long day and went to bed early.
Third day: I woke up without any effort...felt happy and looked fwd to the day. Had a little bit of lower back pain. Also felt muscles were a bit stiff.
Days 4 thru today have been mixed bag of
Diarrhea
Headache
Insomnia
Some muscle zaps
Otherwise I am okay considering I went from 60 to 30. I thought I might feel depressed or overly emotional. I am starting to feel again. I feel less like a robot. Hard to explain. Any thoughts?
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