[Jenofhearts]

I woke up 2 hours late today with such a start, shaking, heart racing, dizzy, confused..I had missed feeding the monster, and it just goes to show (me) that this beast acts very quickly if missed. The whole day felt weird after that, very tired, very sad, very scared, I think I am going to go to a pyschiatrist (sp) to help me get through this. I am going to ask my therapist for a recommendation on Tues., this is too much for me to handle on my own. I need to talk to someone one on one and maybe go the prozac route..I just can't get this over soon enough, I know I cannot rush it, but maybe a pro's insight will help..
I feel like a zombie, just walking around in circles with no purpose.
Like someone said on here, the name discontinuation syndrome is a F******* joke, it is WITHDRAWAL, and it sucks.
Jen