Okay, So I was taking cymbalta for migraine preventative. I started taking cymbalta in June 2008, at 30mg once a day and eventually increased it until my dose was 120mg a day. I thought that I was feeling "out of it" so I talked to my doc and decided that we should decrease my dose. I also have gained 15 pounds since starting the medication. I slowly weaned to 90mg, stayed there for about 3 weeks, then went to 60mg for 3 weeks, then decreased to 30mg. I had been on 30mg for a month and on Friday I decided that I was going to do my final taper and stop taking it. I felt completely normal on Saturday, and I was suprised. Sunday eveing I had a slight stomachache and was a little dizzy. I am a labor and delivery nurse and was at work so I just dealt with it. Well, Monday was awful. I tried to go for a run...got super dizzy. I felt super anxious, tired and just out of it. Then on Monday evening I tried to go to hot yoga class which I do 3-4 times a week. What a nightmare that was. I ended up laying on my mat the entire class and left crying, not understanding what the heck my body is doing to me. Today is now Wednesday, so day 5 without cymbalta and I am a disaster. I am so dizzy, everytime I move my head the room spins. I am having hot flashes, nausea and heart palpatations. I feel like my brain is going to explode. I have tried taking benedryl, I am taking 25-50mg every 4 to 6 hours. I ended up taking .25mg of xanax tonight as well.
I am normally such a put together person and I feel like my life is falling apart at the seams. I cannot be a good mom (i have a 5 year old daughter), a good wife, a good friend or a good nurse. Tonight I had a complete emotional breakdown and called one of my best friends. I don't want people to know what I am dealing with, or do I want to be a burden to them. One of my good friends is a doctor (ob/gyn) and she called, and I opened up to her. I have a doc appt tomorrow with my pcp for advice.
I guess I just need to know that there is an end in site. Just when will it be here? When does this end? I need answers. If anyone can help me...please.
Thanks in Advance,
Jill