Posted 02 August 2009 - 12:05 PM
I feel you on this one. I simply suggested the drug after doing some research, as the previous drug I had been on for MDD had caused me to have a seizure (Effexor XR). Doc just wrote me a script and sent me out. He seemed to think that Valium was far more dangerous than this drug which has rendered me unable to work, play, or otherwise be productive/enjoy my life. I am now seeing a doctor who seems genuinely worried about me, which is both refreshing and concerning (I've never seen a doc lose that poker face!) As a result I feel that my current condition is very much my fault--after all, if I hadn't suggested it I wouldn't be suffering.
He was 15 minutes late to each appointment (would schedule them for a certain time, and each time I'd sit in the waiting room for almost exactly 15 minutes) and tended to shuffle me out 15 minutes early, so he was getting paid for an hour's work while only working half. Wish I could get away with that crap. Also didn't return a call for expedited care on the day of my suicide attempt until six hours later, while his voicemail claimed that the doctors "check their messages often". Not often enough, I still had to go through the ER and incurred the related charges, so now I'm literally in hock, selling books and DVDs to pay off medical bills. I can't wait to see how much the week-long inpatient stay is going to be, which is just what a psychiatric patient needs to be worrying about while trying to get well, right? Blah.
And screw those commercials! Nothing pisses me off more than advertisements for pharmaceuticals. If cigarette ads are illegal, drug commercials and ads should be also. I see Cymbalta everywhere I look and just keep getting angrier.
It's good to rant, and honestly, it's good to be jaded. Ask questions, don't trust pharmaceutical companies as far as you can throw them, feel free to give your doctor the third degree. Any doctor who truly cares about you will not be offended at the fact that you are being an advocate for yourself. An informed consumer (and yes, unfortunately, we are consumers moreso than patients when it comes to this) is more often a happier consumer. Your anger is NOT displaced, and your doctor should be ashamed.