Kathy, here's a question harking back to your doctor's suggestion that you go into the hospital for a few days ... and also connected I suppose to the meds and how you're doing in general ... what does your husband think, what does he want you to do? did he think it would help for you to spend a few days in hospital?
I know it was an excellent thing for Wagtail to do ... she got the "cocoon" treatment she needed .... and a stable med regimen ... If I'd had insurance back when I was the sickest, I would have gone to the hospital in a "New York minute" !