I am so depressed. Every thing I touch turns to sh*t. I really wish I could just fade away unnoticed. It is so hard having a family that loves you when you can't stand yourself. If I didn't have my family I would be out of here for good.
Stuck between a rock and a hard spot. I can't go on with all this pain but my family would be devastated if I were gone. (I guess they don't care that I'm useless)