All the things:
Two of my kids are in a theater performance - this is week 2 of 4 - lots of late nights and then grumpy kids the next day. I love that they're having this opportunity, but it is hard!
Thursday's "brain slosh" feeling. Didn't hurt but it was bizarre and kind of scared me.
My parents are in town for the weekend to see the kids' show. I love my parents but visits with them are HIGH STRESS for me because of our past history.
My father in law came home from the hospital - the whole family is stressed out - the doctors are pushing for hospice care but the family is divided on whether that is appropriate.
This morning a friend came to visit - I was happy to see her but her oldest son has autism so the visit was really chaotic. Chaos is SO HARD for me.
An hour ago I had an anxiety attack, and although I got through it with breathing exercises I still feel right on the edge of another one, as well as totally exhausted.
I try so hard to hold everything together, especially for my kids and now for my husband who is dealing with so much grief and stress, but I'm so. tired. I want to give up and sleep, forever and ever.
Sorry to be so negative.