Where do you find help?
#2
Posted 14 January 2008 - 06:56 PM
It's been a tough week for me but at least I'm off the Cymbalta. It was a great idea to start this site. I have been looking for a place to go when I'm feeling really helpless. Today, I had a complete panic attack at work. I know it is the withdrawel but I feel like I'm losing it!
#3
Posted 04 February 2008 - 04:10 PM
I have become a completely empty person, and I truly thought that NO ONE had felt the way I feel and that NO ONE could understand what I am going through.
I lost all hope the night that my girIfriend told me that I would never get better and that she couldn't stand to see me off of meds. That night, as my body started to suffer the withdrawals of this horrible poison, and with my mind set on ending my life, with my one friend that has stuck by be throughout this "ordeal," I discovered this web site.
I can't say that knowing that other people are trying to deal with the sheer hell that my body is constantly battling, makes me feel any better, but to know I am not alone, and that there are those of you out there that somehow found the strength to endure, and then to survive, provides a spark of hope for me.
Where is my hope? Not only in the chance that I may actually recover from this hell do I find hope, but in the idea that there are hundreds of thousands of people suffering from depression that will actually get the courage to seek help, but will be misled and poisoned by this drug- someone needs to warn them- to help them. That is my hope, and that is my purpose in fighting this horrible thing.
Erin- thank you for making this web site. you have no idea how many lives you have saved.
#5
Posted 09 February 2008 - 08:30 PM
#7
Posted 11 February 2008 - 02:30 PM
think that I have become a mean horrible person, and I have never felt worse in my life physically, mentally, or emotionally.
Boy, I can relate! I HAVE become mean. And angry ... very angry. But I'm several weeks into this and at least I'm not as mean and angry as I was in the first couple of weeks. I'm normally such an easy-going person.
Hang in there LowMo ... we'll get through this and we'll help others get through it too.
#8
Posted 15 February 2008 - 12:38 PM
#9
Posted 17 February 2008 - 07:56 PM
Today was a bad one. My headaches over the past few days have been blinding. The nausea has gotten a little better which le d me to believe that I could eat foods. Nope. I am emotionally a mess. I can't be alone yet don't want others around. I have soooo much guilt, and all I want to do is sleep.
I continue to forget things from the past and blank out when I am talking to others.
Could this be permanent? I am questioning whether I should have gone right to the emsam after the cymbalta.
I feel so alone and misserable.
#10
Posted 17 February 2008 - 09:12 PM
Day 23.
Today was a bad one. My headaches over the past few days have been blinding. The nausea has gotten a little better which le d me to believe that I could eat foods. Nope. I am emotionally a mess. I can't be alone yet don't want others around. I have soooo much guilt, and all I want to do is sleep.
I continue to forget things from the past and blank out when I am talking to others.
Could this be permanent? I am questioning whether I should have gone right to the emsam after the cymbalta.
I feel so alone and misserable.
#12
Posted 18 February 2008 - 07:50 PM
Coco-
Maybe this stuff has ripped apart our immune system. Today I didn't have school and have been between the couch and the bathroom all day. Are you taking anything right now?
I hope you feel better
#13
Posted 20 February 2008 - 01:25 PM
#14
Posted 20 February 2008 - 02:23 PM
A positive additude does help with this. When I first started the withdrawal, I thought I would lose my mind. I have experienced every emotion possible.
A few things that have helped me:
Taking Omega 3 at the same time of day I would have taken the Cymbalta. They say Cymbalta is not addictive, but, to tell you the truth, the placebo effect has helped me immensely. Take something else the same time of day.
When I start to have a freak out later in the morning, I will take 1,000 IU of Vitamin D.
I do Pilates two nights a week in a structured class. I made a promise to myself to go, and somehow have managed to stick to it.
I have been trying not watch anything on television that is sad, has death or anyting that starts with Cold Case. Watch things that are mind fluff and funny.
Hang in there, I am on day 38 and I am going to celebrate when I hit day 40. I have no idea when you will start to feel better, but if you need help, I check here pretty often.
All the best to you. Are you really a sailor? I lived on a boat for 5 years and have done over 5,000 nautical miles. Now I am in the cold Northeast and it is snowing. My ears are ringing a bit right now, but that is one of the side effects. One that only happens to me 3-5 times a week.
#15
Posted 20 February 2008 - 06:22 PM
#16
Posted 21 February 2008 - 12:50 AM
Are you having the severe brain zaps, or the sound of sand sliding around in your head when you move your eyes? That is scary.
#17
Posted 21 February 2008 - 12:18 PM
My symptoms changed hourly, daily, weekly, you name it. Glad to hear you are doing well and strong.
Glad to hear that you love sailing. I am now on the dark side of boating, no sailboat at the moment, now a powerboat. When I moved off the sailboat to a house on land, it became pretty hard to keep up with the maintenance on the boat.
Stay strong, you are still in there.
#18
Posted 04 March 2008 - 09:41 PM
1) Praying to the god. Get help to be strong and remove all this situation.
2) Don't be alone all the time. Go out find your friend. It will make you happy and forget about the medicition.
3) Going out for vacation with family. Vacation is the most best way to withdram the cymbalta.
4) Don't take any problem you have as a serius way. Try finding the solution. Who you need to meet? Friends and you callages at work. Ask many people about your problem. They should help you.
#19
Posted 09 March 2008 - 08:45 PM
God bless!
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