reading this has just made me cry, i honestly feel at my wits end and i thought i was doing well on week 5, cant even think of feeling like this for another day never mind a year, i really dont know what to do, me and my finacee had decided after xmas we would try for another baby i dont know if i can do this now if im still ill i cant, and what would getting pregnant do to me with this if its still in my system, i looked forward to xmas day thinking i will be well again, but now i cant see that from these posts, i came off cold turkey no cutting down, and it has been hard, i gave in on friday after a meltdown phoned my doctor and got some flueoxotine, to try and help the symtoms, but dosent seem to help, i am ill 24hrs a day with feeling sick and swishy head, i dont get a break, i have been going to sleep as much as i can as this is the only time i dont feel it, i am so low right now if i had a choice i would go back to cmbalta, but this drug made me try and take my own life so there is no going back for me, i feel lost, i cant win ither way now, the anger i feel to the company that makes this drug, i cant beleive this is legal, the doctors are too easy to hand this out and dont know enough about it, what have i done!! i have destroyed my life!