Swallowed 2 beads of Cymbalta at tonight's dose. I will be done with this poison after tomorrow night's dose. I will have taken the last bead of this nasty drug. A drug that has altered my brain. I can only hope that it can repair it's self. It makes me sad when I think about the injuries inflicted upon it. I will however carry on as best I can. Taking it one day at a time but NOT one bead at a time any longer
I am so grateful for having found this forum. Forever grateful to fishinghat and thismoment who were here when I first came aboard last October. Found the instructions here on how to 'bead' count. I am quite good at it now....
I am thankful for everyone here who has given me support and encouragement while on this frightening journey. A journey that I am almost finished with. As far as swallowing the 'beads' anyhow. Also for the members who sent me positive thoughts, healing vibes, prayers whatever it was that they did was helpful to me and I thank them for it. From the bottom of my heart that gratefulness comes...
I do plan on remaining on the forum and wish to give back some of what I've gotten while here. I found this life saving forum back in October of last year. It has taken me this long to SLOWLY wean off this nasty drug. I have kept a journal all along the way and plan to continue to do so. I will post so that the ppl here and the ppl who will follow will hopefully benefit from my journey to hell and back. I am forever thankful to be off this nasty, vile, evil poison or what our fishinghat calls it (if I recall lol) devil's beads
Thank you all for what you've done for me along the way!
Much love & many prayers,
May God bless & keep you.....
TheEquuswoman