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[mspat08]

what happened was I was feeling alot of anxiety..alot of anger:(everything was irrtating me..I found that when I started back on,things that would anger me b4 I could just shake it off and not let it bother me..My oldest daughter,son in law and 2 kids had been living with us 4 a couple of yrs..and she worked everyday and she was not a clean organized person..I like things in order and clean..Now they have moved out since Feb.and My husband and I are alone (finally)..so hopefully I will not feel so shitty..this time around..Long story short my mom had cancer in 2000,after she passed,(I am an only child)it was very hard 4 me,thats when depression started,then got happy after 2 grandkids,(of course I took care of them a majority of the time.In '06 had a 3rd grandbaby,but unfortunely she was born sicky major liver problems I 2.. took care of her through all her Dr's appts and all but she passed 1 yr later in'07 this was a very sad time 4 me,I felt like she was mine and I lost her..I guess through all my losses I could not cope...hopefully things will change