Went Cold Turkey
#31
Posted 15 December 2011 - 10:15 PM
I am on day 4 of withdrawal, and today was the WORST day for vertigo, and I'm a bit cranky. I never thought it would take this many days to rid my body of this stuff... I was only taking 30 mg (couldn't handle more) and it's been awful. I am working every day (staying home would be worse). The nausea has backed off some, and I'm not sleeping well at all (yeah.. magnesium would help, and so would melatonin).
I am grateful for this forum. It would be so much worse to be going thru this alone!
#32
Posted 17 December 2011 - 08:53 PM
I went to the doc after not feeling right fuzzy in the head, feeling dizzy like i couldn,t concentrate. The doc took my blood pressure and it was very high 175/121 i was taken off my cymbalta 60mg cold turkey. With everyday that went on istill felt not right. I was back to the doc every 2 days. I felt like i was going crazy i thought i had had a stroke because of the BP. I attempted to go back to work today and i lasted 2hrs the concentration, fuzzy vision got too much....... I came home jumped on the computer looking up anxiety etc typing in my symptoms. It wsnt till i looked up cymbalta and read the posts and i broke into tears because after 2wks i have an answer. i was getting frustrated because its hard to explain what i was feeling and no o
ne was understanding me.
i like the description of feeling like i am drunk, with a hangover..describes it so well
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#33
Posted 17 December 2011 - 08:56 PM
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Posted 26 December 2011 - 06:26 AM
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Posted 26 December 2011 - 04:13 PM
#40
Posted 27 December 2011 - 09:46 AM
Christmas was superchallenging for my digestion too. I am now 8 days off cymbalta and finally feel great (my head and my energy that is), except for my abdomen. That's still super bloated. Am dealing with the whole weight issue sort of as a separate challenge (see my other posts, I exercised like mad for the last year on this drug and was quite responsible about my food, still managed to gain 40 lbs!!) My husband and I are going to soup it up for a few days - broths with lean protein and veggies....ahem, turkey soup I guess - and avoid carbs to see if I can get a little post-holiday flush going. Also resuming my exercise today now that I don't have a house full of guests. If your energy is good, try going for a little squeal around the block or something. If it's not something you can manage, find a 20-45 minute yoga practice and try that (download or rent or borrow). There are many yoga poses that aid in digestion (certain twists). And it's so so so amazing for the head. I've never completed a yoga practice that I said 'boy, I wish I hadn't have done that.' My favorite right now is Gaiam Yoga for Weight Loss.
Hope you enjoy the rest of the holidays and just try to remember to be gentle with yourself.
cb
#41
Posted 29 December 2011 - 02:18 AM
#42
Posted 03 January 2012 - 04:39 AM
I WANT TO FEEL HOW IT FEELS TO FEEL AGAIN.
Most doctors I've had don't TELL YOU when they first prescribe it what it might do to you when you want to get off it....or they might tell you half the truth, or they might tell you after you've been taking it for a while and start to ask questions about it....the commercials make me want to vomit how they push it on the masses as a cure all ...it's so the opposite, people. I have literally been pushed back in time emotionally to when I started this anti-depressant nightmare, about 20 years. But guess what? I can feel good and I can feel bad and I'm okay and I'm going to be okay and I want to raise my kids with having good feelings and bad feelings and teach them
THAT JUST POPPING A PILL THAT A DOCTOR TELLS YOU WILL MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER MIGHT NOT LET YOU FEEL AT ALL...
I believed I was depressed because I was told I was depressed and I felt that I felt like what it feels like to be depressed....I wake up 20 years later and wonder how all these doctors KNEW medically what I needed and what the drug companies were telling them I needed. I'm really fortunate I lived thru cold turkey detox.....I'm going to be okay. Even though I am having trouble controlling my emotions, sleep patterns, eating patterns, etc, I know that I can learn again what good and bad feel like and live accordingly. I've gone back to a therapist to work on it (one who cannot prescribe meds). It's been almost a "primal" or "primitive" feeling with seeing things clearly, colors are beautiful and food tastes amazing, flowers smell wonderful and SEX is BACK in my life and I want to have it and I my lord, the sex drive that we are supposed to have and not suppress is incredible! My energy level is off the charts and weight loss has begun. Wanting to be healthy feels good...Lastly, the most amazing thing that has happened is hearing music again...really hearing it and how amazing it can make you feel...I was a dancer and cheerleader in my young life and lost the love of music and dance when the anti depressants came into my life. With ear buds on my ipod....then watching Lady Gaga and realizing how freaking talented that young woman is and how original she is and different her choreography is and how I literally haven't been moved emotionally by such a dance performance like the one in the new video called "marry the night" where she's looking like she's at a try-out and she feels out of place, she stretches out looking uncomfortably around the room, adjusts her sequined bustier and starts dancing with the the others....I saw myself 20 years ago and it was so powerful an emotion it overwhelmed me. Lady Gaga changed my life about two weeks ago, and I know that sounds crazy, but she MADE ME WANT TO DANCE AGAIN, she changed the way I saw my life, and the next day I danced again, and I danced, and danced, and cried, and danced, and realized I COULD STILL DANCE!!!!!!! Oh my god, I will never be able to fully explain how beautiful and emotional music sounds once you stop supressing your brain with a drug that really does the opposite of what it's supposed to do....let's get real and get the word out and save some people from the viciousness and apathetic drug called Cymbalta...people researching this drug, look at all these similiar stories about what it has done to millions of people and heed the warning. I wish you all out there in the world the best, stay strong, stand for peace and hope in mankind, question everything and know....you can DO ANYTHING and then maybe someday..... you can DO IT AGAIN!
And as my favorite, old, gay Uncle Bill used to tell me; "BE GOOD, OR BE GOOD AT IT"....Thanks for listening. Karen
Follow Up: Day after xmas, emergency room visit, couldn’t breathe, chest pain, numbness in extremities, pain searing up left side of neck BP 149/94….never in my life has it been anything but 120/80….they said they couldn’t rule it a heart attack, but I believe I had one….I’m okay now but it really woke me up to what this drug can do to you AFTER you stop taking it...I thought I was going to die right in front of my nine year old son….please people, don’t start this drug, don’t buy into the drug companies quick fix solution; they are in it solely for profit…..Cymbalta is different people, it’s not like other SSRI’s…there’s something new and powerful in it that will not let go of you for weeks, months, even years. It makes me think of what the Nazis were working on secretly to get everybody to behave and be controlled. Maybe it’s not so new a drug, Eli Lilly? See you at the class action suit, big pharma bitches.
#43
Posted 05 January 2012 - 05:05 AM
#44
Posted 09 January 2012 - 11:56 PM
I couldn't resist the urge to register and post as soon as I found this site!
I am 21 years old and I have been cymbalta since septermber 15, 2011. Previously I had been on every antidepressant under the sun! I was persuaded into taking cymbalta by my doctor who said it would be my miracle.
I began taking it because of severe anxiety, which helped at times. Most of the time I was feeling like crap, if not worse than I felt before cymbalta.
I absolutely regret ever taking this drug. Please take my advice, as well as others and do not ever put this in your body!!
I decided to quit this terrible drug last Wednesday cold turkey. I was experiencing terrible suicidal dreams and thoughts. My sex drive was non existent and my moods were like a roller coaster.
The first two days I was hesitant about quitting cold turkey, so I did break open my capsule and take a few pellets. Other than those two days I have not taken any cymbalta!
It hasn't even been a week and the dizziness has me running for my bed every hour. The brain zaps come and go, but I can usually push through them. My appetite is back to normal and I am not craving a thanksgiving feast anymore. I am able to sleep through the night which is exciting since cymbalta gave me terrible insomnia.
But I am wondering, how long does this foggy, drugged feeling last?
I am in my final semester of school an I would hate to have this ruin all my hard work! All for this stupid little pill!
I am currently taking omega 3 and a multi vitamin. I have been drinking herbal tea with ginseng and maca to help regain some of my sex drive!! I have also been drinking 32 oz of water and taking walks daily, but is there anything else I can do?!
How long will this hell last?! I just want my life back!!
#45
Posted 12 January 2012 - 10:11 PM
I had known about the "Brain Zaps" for a while, after missing a pill or two on previous occasions, but I had no idea how bad this could get. I have had extreme headaches for the last two days. My sleep and dreams, which were already on the psychotic side from the Morphine I take, have shifted to raging psychological nightmares which have included waking from one dream into another, creating a sense of being trapped within my own psychosis. I have thrown up several times and have experienced extreme diarrhea, though honestly I kind of view that with a bit of relief after the horrible constipation all my medications have created.
Thankfully, I found this group or I may have gone completely crazy, thinking that my whole body had given up on me. If I ever do hear back from my doctor I don't think I will be continuing with the drug anyway. Whatever small addition it may have provided to my back pain cocktail of drugs, it can't be worth feeling like this ever again. I am one week into an unintentional cold-turkey withdrawal, unless someone here tells me that the worst is yet to come, I think I will attempt to ride it out.
Thank you all for letting me rant, I needed to share this with someone. It helps that many of you know what I am talking about.
#46
Posted 13 January 2012 - 05:27 AM
#47
Posted 17 January 2012 - 07:12 PM
me why should I take more of this drug? Day four and five were horrible. I slept all day unable to move without the
zaps, pain and flu like symptoms. On day six I went to a nutritionist. He told me to take Omega 3 for my brain, B vitamins for energy, Avena Sativa (also know as oatstraw) for libido, A protein shake for breakfast upon waking to jumpstart metabolism, And 5-HTP before going to bed which enhances mood and sleep patterns. I started right away and I could tell it was helping. Today is day 10 and my energy level today is low, but I am in a better state of mind. The brain zaps are less intense and come and go. I am hungry now with no nausea. Walnuts and bananas help to increase serotonin naturally in the body so I am eating those as much as I can. I know now that there is hope, you need to not trust your doctor as much as you do because they are out to make money and are generally detached when it comes to patients. I told my doctor I was afraid I was going to have a seizure and I really doubt when he went home for the day that he was concerned. This drug is horrible. I hope that this helps at least one person because this site has helped me in the past few days. When it gets bad, I read posts and realize I'm not alone and best of all I'm not CRAZY!
#48
Posted 19 January 2012 - 01:54 AM
I know that everyone here is trying hard to get off this medication, and I completely understand your goal. I want to caution those of you who have done it cold turkey, though, because the side effects are so horribly intense. I won't go into detail about the effects this has had on my personal and professional life, but...it's nearly 4 months now and I'm just now getting back to normal. It has taken a huge toll.
So...Take it easy. Go slow. Have someone close to you help monitor your mood. Coming off this medication is a marathon, not a sprint.
Best of luck to you all.
#49
Posted 19 January 2012 - 06:58 PM
I've gone cold turkey 5 days ago off all of them, my doses had been increased over the past couple of months and i felt my depression was only getting worse with thoughts of suiside daily
my srink recommended a taper off but i decided to bite the bullet and go cold turkey, she gave me valium incase i feel very down etc but i'm actually thinking much more clearer over the past few days, she also gabe me pills to help me sleep 30mg dalmane but they dont seem to work.
I feel sick, cant really eat much at all, tingling in my ears and im very unbalanced when i walk
Does anyone know if this id just the beginning of my withdrawal symptoms or how long they'll last?
Any advice would be very grateful
Darren
sorry should have said I'm 30 and male, been on almost every anti-depressant since i was 17, I have no idea what i'll be like on nothing but i feel so bad i dont thik i could feel any worse, besides the withdrawal symptoms, just like to know what more to expect and how long more they will last
Edited by limerick, 19 January 2012 - 07:02 PM.
#50
Posted 28 January 2012 - 10:02 PM
#51
Posted 04 February 2012 - 07:29 PM
Now, because I knew I was out of the Cymbalta and already "going cold turkey," I found this website and many of the stories here and I was shocked to see that lots of people are in the same boat. Everyone was expressing my feelings and symptoms exactly. Once again, I started to believe that "This too shall pass." I see the doctor on the 8th of February, so I'll have to see what she says at that time. More importantly, I need to see how I feel...
SUGGESTION: A few days ago, I was feeling light-headed and "spacey" or what I describe as having an "out-of-body" experience. This happens when I am dehydrated and I find that drinking a bottle of gatoraide helps me to start feeling better pretty quick. I started to drink one a couple of days ago and did feel a little better, so I think I need to finish that up. This usually happens after a bout of the stomach flu, but this time, I think it has something to do with the nausea and not eating balanced meals. Hey, it might not help, but couldn't hurt you too much. Give it a try.
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