I'd Rather Die!
#1
Posted 06 December 2011 - 10:41 PM
I feel like the real me just died and I don't know how to carry on the rest of my life with a messed up brain and not being the person I was. I've been taking inositol and choline during this process. Doesn't seem to do much of anything. My body doesn't tolerate any kind of fish oil and I have narcolepsy, so melatonin does nothing for me.
Someone please, tell me it gets better! LIE to me! Something! I'm feeling utterly desperate right now.
#3
Posted 09 December 2011 - 09:51 PM
#5
Posted 18 February 2012 - 09:20 AM
Wow sorry to hear your having such a rough time. Are you supplementing with any natural products? A good B vitamin in a liquid if you can find it and magnesium will help your nervous system. Also Rescue Remedey is what I use you buy it at a health food store. It's in a glass bottle you just use 3-6 drops under your tongue it's for trauma and anxiety. It's not a drug and you can't get addicted to it. It is very subtle in calming your system.
I am only on my first wk of withdrawing from this doing 20 beads out every 10 days.
It's tolerable for now but I am getting off this crap and will never see an MD again. I am sticking with a Naturopathic Dr.
Good Luck to you.
#6
Posted 23 September 2012 - 01:54 AM
\I hate saying that, as I am a mother of 4 and love my husband of 15 years to pieces. But I honestly don't know how much longer I can do this. I tried to go from 20mg to zero, which, I knew was stupid because of everything I had read. Lasted 2 days. I started decreasing by 5 beads a day until I was done. I've had flu-like symptoms and brains zaps for the entire two months I WEANED off and have only gotten worse this last week since the weaning process finished. I used to be one of the most chillaxed people I know, and now I have these intense feelings of rage that I have to keep bottled up because I know it doesn't logically make sense to yell at all the people I love. My BRAIN WON'T STOP! I can't focus on ANYTHING! I won't answer the phone anymore because I literally cannot carry on a conversation. I can't drive. I can't go inside of stores. I can't listen to music. I can't watch TV or movies with my family anymore. Any kind of auditory or visual stimulation sends me over the edge into the feelings of rage. I actually feel like cymbalta disabled my brain. I'm so mad!!!
I feel like the real me just died and I don't know how to carry on the rest of my life with a messed up brain and not being the person I was. I've been taking inositol and choline during this process. Doesn't seem to do much of anything. My body doesn't tolerate any kind of fish oil and I have narcolepsy, so melatonin does nothing for me.
Someone please, tell me it gets better! LIE to me! Something! I'm feeling utterly desperate right now.
Try L-theanine. It is very safe and will help with anxiety and sleep.
Best wishes
Don M.H.
#7
Posted 23 September 2012 - 02:17 AM
#8
Posted 23 September 2012 - 06:29 AM
Time frame ANYONE? please.
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