Weaning Starts Today!
#1
Posted 05 June 2012 - 11:57 AM
Today I took out 33 itty bitty balls (which is about 10 mg) so I am now at 50mg Cymbalta. Will do that until Friday, and beginning Saturday, I will take out 7 balls out daily. That will put me at a drop of around 2.3mg daily, or about 16 mg a week. At this rate, pending rebound disaster, I will be Cymbalta free in about 3 1/2 weeks.
Wow - that sounded so mathematical!
On top of all that, I plan on taking:
1. Omagea 3 FA for my lovely brain function.
2. Dramamine to help with the zaps/spins.
3. Anti-nausea for...duh. Nausea.
4. B12 Complex to sustain my brains current level of Acetylcholine (Acetylcholine is used for memory and concentration. You burn more when you are under stress.)
5. Choline, as well as extra egg yolk, spinach, and peanuts (which are all rich in Choline) to help maintain my Acetylcholine level.
6. Benadryl at bedtime to help me sleep.
Today I feel “slightly” goofy. No zaps to speak of, but feel groggy in the head. I’m craving water like crazy and have a tad bit of GI troubles but this could be because I drank too much Sat/Sun and I’m still recooping.
I’m really hoping this process goes smoother than the last 100000000 times I stopped SSRI’s because I live on my Harley and to not be able to ride is going to be hard. Wind therapy is some of the best therapy in my opinion! I’ve never added supplements before to my weaning process, so I hope all the advice I’ve received off other web sites will help me through. I’M POSITIVE!!
Here’s to hoping I make it through this hell!
Update at 4:00 - I've got slight tunnel vision and for some reason, colors in the office seems so much more vivid and bright, like my eyes are being affected somehow. Not debilitating, just odd.
Pepper
#2
Posted 06 June 2012 - 08:34 AM
Taking out 40 balls today (13.3mg) so I have stepped down to approx. 47 mg from 50. Starting my Omega 3 this morning, and the B Complex tonight (I hear it's best to take it at night as it messes with your sleep cycle a bit)
Will update as the day goes on as to any new symptoms.
Pepper
NOTE: I took a pill apart and counted out the balls just to be sure. In my 60mg capsule I counted approx. 210 balls. So essentially 3.5 balls = 1mg (although you cant count 1/2 a ball so I will round to 4 balls = 1mg)
Taking out 40 balls this morning, I essentially took out 10mg so if all my math and counting is right (and let me tell you, math is NOT my strong point!), and assuming each capsule holds the same amount of balls to begin with, I am technically down to 50mg this morning, from 50.75mg yesterday morning (vs. the 50 I thought it was).
Totally just confused myself! I think I shall go have some coffee now
1:46p.m. - just went through a major hot flash. So much so that I soaked through my pants. UGH
#3
Posted 07 June 2012 - 08:34 AM
Pepper
12:00 - I have a little bit of "tunnel vision" and I'm getting quite sluggish. Really want to go home after work and sleep.
12:23 - starting to feel light headed and dizzy and I can tell my mood has changed. I'm finding myself getting irritable at the smallest things. I have some "stress" going on with my boyfriend and I'm "reading into things" and "it's all in my head" kinda thoughts. I know I'm like this normally in a way, but this is a little bit more than normal thoughts.
Oh boy! Here it comes....
#4
Posted 07 June 2012 - 09:51 AM
Keep posting. I am going to the doctor today to see about getting help from weaning off C. Really I want to be able to get different dosage, so I don't have to count all those balls. I haven't open up a capsule yet. How in the heck do you sit and count all these balls. I can't imagine counting them during a brain fog.
The withdrawals symptoms have a way a creeping back.
I will be starting to weaning right behind you. I can't handle the dizziness the most. I just can't drive or do anything. I haven't had the brain zaps yet. I have had other stuff.. flu symptoms sore throat when into a severe cold. I was down for 4 days in bed.
#5
Posted 07 June 2012 - 10:06 AM
Yeah, this sore throat thing sucks. Thankfully the weekend is coming up and I can pretty much zone out all weekend.
Good luck at the dr's!
Pepper
#6
Posted 07 June 2012 - 01:48 PM
No help at all. So I am going to do this by myself and just count balls and put them in ziplock bags and mark the dose. Since my husband is going to be gone, I thought I would try just 3 balls the 1st week.
The doctor told me not to read any forums because all these people are having anxiety problems and should not go off their drugs. Even my husband who works for a unnamed drug company told me the reps will say " if your patient is going to go off these drugs, the patient will have a relapse and not have them go off. "
The reps even say "they probably (the patient) will have to be on the drug for the rest of their life.
Oh well, I am going solo... without my doctor permission.
#9
Posted 11 June 2012 - 09:14 AM
Pepper
#10
Posted 11 June 2012 - 10:58 AM
Keep on going! I am going to start my wean after I get through all my kids graduation and parties. I don't want to fall apart in front of all these moms. Nobody knows that I take AD.
I went and got so many supplements. I am getting ready. I did so much research to understand what cymbalta does to the body. I am hoping that I will get minimal withdrawals. WISHING!!!
It just bugs the heck out of me that even with how slow you are tapering that you still get bad symptoms.
You are doing great.. Be good to yourself.
#11
Posted 11 June 2012 - 10:08 PM
You are doing marvelous! When I started having a sore throat, the next day I got a full blown flu/cold bug. You are doing so well on your tapering. You must be so happy. Time is ticking and you are getting closer to weaning.
I can take most of the bad symptoms except for the dizzy spells where I stuck in bed and can't move because I feel like the walls and floors are shifting all around me. It sounds like your side effects come and go.
I did run out and get the 5-HTP sp? to help increase the sertonin. This is what is so bad that we are left without any serotonin.
I will be so pissed out of my mind if my receptors do not grow back, otherwise I would be stuck on super low serotonin levels.
You are doing it!... yipee!!! ; ]
#12
Posted 12 June 2012 - 09:21 AM
I absolutely love my life! I love my life because I always have somewhere to come home to. Because I have an amazing boyfriend who is always waiting for me with a smile and a kiss. I love my life because now, more than ever, I know that I am not alone. Problems are not something I have to face alone, but something I will overcome. I love my life because I have two amazing children who have brought me joy for the last 18 years and a beautiful grandson with big, brown eyes that are full of innocence. I love my life because each day has something to be learned. I love my life because even when it sucks, the sun always comes up tomorrow for another try. Because I have seen the moon rise and slept beneath the stars. Because I know hardships and perseverance. Because I survived. I may not have all the answers, but I have the answers I need and that’s enough for me.
Here's to being almost halfway through my weaning and doing GOOD!
Pepper
#14
Posted 13 June 2012 - 01:27 PM
You are doing so well. Are you taking the balls out of the 60mg pill or 30mg X2.
I even noticed a small change just going from 60mg to 2 x 30mg. Strange to be affected by what would seem like no difference.
Watching your journal everyday to give me inspiration and hope for a better tomorrow.
#16
Posted 13 June 2012 - 03:21 PM
Okay, I reread your posts.
Are you taking Dramamine everyday or if you get the spins or ???? I know dramamine can make you tired. Does this make you tired?
No, I haven't taken any Dramamine. My spins really aren't that bad. You can try ginger root in place of the Dramamine. Wont make you tired.
Pepper
#17
Posted 20 June 2012 - 09:13 AM
I feel like the symptoms have taken mylife and rip it to shreds, mocking my dignity and stealing my freedom. They have ravaged my soul. They have deadened my spirit. In fact, death seems like a blessing because the pain of attempting to end this is so great. If I could impress upon anyone reading this only one thing, it would be this: The symptoms of withdrawal will end. They can’t go on forever. They can’t. I will survive!
This is just a short list of the symptoms I have had while withdrawing. I am ONLY on day 4 of not taking anything - Dizziness, which can be quite extreme at times. Shocks, called the ’zaps’. Sensory sensitivity, especially sounds. Any noise can become a painful experience. Also, being under florescent lights can create discomfort. Touch, motion and even smell can be painful. Nausea. Confusion,
memory problems, and difficulty with concentration. Severe insomnia and/or nightmares, (now there’s a winning combination!)Extreme mood swings, such as intense grief and intense anger. Headaches, sometimes quite severe. Difficulty walking or talking. Reduced or no appetite (Ha! Why didn’t anyone tell me this over the weekend! I ate sooo much!)Intense fear of losing my sanity. Hypersonalization, where nothing seems real; it’s like you are outside your body. Panic attacks. Sweating, sometimes profusely. Blurred vision. Muscle cramps and stomach cramps. Diarrhea. Chills/hot flashes, part of the ’flu’. Fatigue. Painful, swollen eyes or mouth. Hard to swallow. Grinding teeth. Numbness. Itching. Trembling. Hallucinations. Fun life, ain’t it???
Started taking Ativan for the rage I feel, especially when something touches my body or I am just such a tense ball of goo that I want to kill someone.
PLEASE LET THIS END!!!
#19
Posted 20 June 2012 - 07:12 PM
Prozac is easy to quit after you are done with this monster.
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