No, I didn't get your get PM. send it again?
Sorry to hear everything hitting at once, not what you need right now.
My moods are really weird, either really high, or really irritable. And they change in a heartbeat. But I actually feel some JOY....its a word that just keeps coming to me, and I think its something I haven't felt for a very long time. And I have energy. Real energy.
I'm so afraid to get my hopes up...but I think its gonna get better!
I replied to yours and sent you another one. Hmmmmmm, I'll try again I feel horrible saying this but I feel pretty normal today. Some agitation and a little electricity, but today was the first day I wasn't constantly aware of the withdrawal symptoms. I'm sure I have more tough days ahead but I sure appreciated the hell out of today! I checked out another preschool for the kids, they probably thought I was nuts because seeing how happy the kids were made me smile like a lunatic. Oh well, better a happy lunatic than a miserable one!
The most stressful situation in my life is about to resolve. It will be a $hit storm at first but such a load off, I'm getting my life back. So excited!!!!!!!!!
The agitated feelings seem to linger on. But like you said, some joy!!!!! So much better than numb!