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[mimi]

good Sunday morning..didn't sleep..when I shut my eyes i could hear the freight train in my head..I turned the tv on..ended up taking 25ml of trazadone..has worked good for me for about 5 years...then i slept about 5 hours, with the tv going inthe background...this was my first night..now, i've missed doses before for whatever reason..but, what just ticks me off is being so unaware of what was causing the freighttrain,dizziness, disjointedness...now this morning I feel a disconnected euphoria...ya know, I barely managed to make coffee without turning to do something else before putting the pot under the spigot...i start one thing..leave it...i have gotten up and walked away from you to do something..i think throw a load of clothes in..but, i washed clothes yesterday...i want to wash the kitchen floor..i forgot to let our dog out ......how do you do it when you have to drive...work...ain't no way i could focus at a job...i crochet ...well,anyway...i commend all of you that get up...go to work......