I JUST joined this site about 5 minutes ago. I have no idea how this works or how or where to post. All I know is that I feel miserable on every level and I need help!
I have been taking Cymbalta since 2008. Like all medications tend to do at some point, this drug seems to have lost its affect, and I need to try something new. Here is where the probkem arises... I can't seem to stop taking the Cymbalta without either wanting to kill myself OR feeling like I'm already dying. From the little bit I've read so far, it sounds like most of you are taking 60 mg or lower. I've actually been taking the maximum dose of 120 mg for FOUR years now. In the past, doctors have tried to wean me off of the drug, and I would instantly become severely depressed.
Well, a few days ago, I decided, for some idiotic reason, to go cold turkey. (I'm insane, I know!!) Today has, by far, been one of the worst days of my life. Not only do I feel like killing myself, but I also have terrible physical symptoms. I'll be fine one minute, and then I burst into tears and have a panic attack. And that's just the start of it!! There's also the nausea, the diareah, the dizziness, and the vertigo. These feelings are really scary!! What am I supposed to do?! Am I going to be stuck taking this drug forever?!
I didn't mind taking it when it was still working, but there's no need to take it now that it is no longer helpful. I want to quit taking it and move on with my life. I feel like an addict. PLEASE tell me I'm not alone here. Has anyone else experienced anything like this??