Posted 17 June 2014 - 01:42 PM
Thank you for saying that Fishinghat, coming from you it is high praise indeed! 'Cept I don't necessarily think it's courage....I'm just a pig headed product of pig headed Irish and Dutch descent...and, we seem to do best when we've got an opponent to take a few swings at....once in awhile we connect, and that's worth the struggle ;-)
Cymsilk, yes, it's far far too soon for you to be reaching out to a law firm....those of us who can will do that for you. Zachary has our website, and he and his team will be reading what's posted here...just keep posting what you're experiencing, the good the bad and the ugly....that's a huge contribution to what they're trying to do for us!
And, you're not insane....I couldn't pick up the phone for weeks...I couldn't even form a coherent thought without great effort....that's why posting here was such a lifeline....by communicating in writing I was able to take each word one at a time, and try to string them into sentences....as it is, as I look back at some of the stuff I wrote, I don't think I was doing too well with even that!
Your whole CNS is rewiring itself....it knows what it needs to do, but it takes time for it to remake the connections, and reroute things where necessary.....during the process, sparks definitely fly and there are error messages galore....you, who you really are, is just sort of along for the ride....and yes, it does fade and pass...and the rewiring is an ongoing process....it just becomes more bearable and manageable...
.give yourself time, allow yourself to wait out the process....and come here and say anything anytime!