Helllo to all.
Had my first therapy on friday. Went pretty well.
First thing she said was to get the physiological anxiety under control so we could work better on my psychological anxiety issues. There is a big difference between the two. I saw that clearly.
It has been out of wack in the last week, am at 20 weeks of discontinuation.
It was getting so much better, since week 13. Had 5 good days in a row at times. Not normal but encouraging.
Got a plan worked out to work on issues. She agreed that I will never be totally anxiety free, with my family history, well, things do get more complicated. It's in the cells, she says.
I will try to get in touch with my dr this week to get a clonidine prescription.
If I can get this under control, without having to upper valium, I will be a happy one.
Anxiety can poison a life, even when all is going smoothly, it freezes you up, make you afraid of simple things. And that, she says, is too demanding. Too much forcing here.
All in all, I am quite happy to see that she is a kind soul, understanding, not pushy, quite human.
With all she said, I could see that she had walked the walk and not only talked the talk.
We have 10 sessions, budget.... Can get a lot of things done here.
By the way, thanks FN and Liz for the suggestion you had made a few months ago about this.
And to you FH for the clonidine suggestion and information about this.