Hello to all of you,
From month 3, things got so much better. Much progress in every aspect.
Not back to normal, but a few 3 to 5 good days followed by the s**t days.
That lasted for 1month and a half. God, was I ever happy about this.
At the mark of 4 and a half months, the last two weeks, the s***t hit the fan, very few good days. 2 in fact. Tried upping the benzos, just like taking sugar pills, of no use. I can have a 3 or 4 hour window where I feel ok. Not many though. Benadryl helped a few times, but I hate the after effect.
Anxiety wise, that is the killer, or the bear walking by my side. Tinnitus, which I can tolerate and on and off headaches that I can handle. The bear, well, if any bear hunters around, welcome anytime. Plane tickets free. Got a tiny bit of humor left.
Clonidine was prescribed to me this morning by my doctor to help me through this. Suggestion made by our dear Fishinghat.
I feel as I am back in the beginning, I am not very brave, and that scares me a bit.
What helps me for a few minutes is reminding myself that month 4 to 6 are the hardest ones.
That info does not come from this forum, but from Paxil progress.
Any word of encouragement would be welcome, thank you.