I've never really done the forum thing but I have been reading posts here for the past few days. I had no idea what I was in for when I decided to stop taking Cymbalta. It wasn't just Cymbalta though. It was also Cymbalta, Celexa, Pamelor, Prozac, Dicolfenac and Dyazide. I am tired of being controlled, and unsuccessfully so, by drugs. Now...all these years I've never questioned what I was taking or why. Just took what the Dr. gave me. Now as I have begun to research I have to wonder why I was taking so many of the same kind of drug. Doesn't make much sense. When I decided to stop taking everything I really had no idea what I was in for. Now that I read more about it I am saddened that I ever let it go this far. Seems I will suffer the repercussions of my actions severely.
I have been told by friends that some natural supplements may aid in my withdraw so I went out this evening and picked up St. Johns Wort, Biotin, Omega 3, Acetyl L-Carntine, Alpha Lipoic and B12. I work full time but have not been able to go to work for the last 3 days. I can't drive due to what I guess are referred to as brain zaps. I went to my Dr. today and my motor skills are severely skewed and I burst into tears for no reason. Anyone who knows me and has witnessed the crying has been in complete shock because I don't cry. And I most certainly don't cry in public. I have never felt so out of control in my entire life. I don't even know why I'm posting here. This is so out of character. To think I may have months...even up to a year of this is almost more than I can bare. However...I REFUSE to be controlled anymore. I will NOT give up or give in regardless of what my Dr. has suggested. Taking a pill every few days and lowering the dosage seems to me like it will only prolong the inevitable. So...that's where I'm at. Again...not sure why I opted to post other than maybe because I learned so much from this forum over the past few days. I just felt compelled.