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[invalidusername]

joy awaits

 

My father is isolated elsewhere - he is getting food provided by the army and can have zero contact. It is not that he wouldn't survive necessarily, it is that the NHS, by their own words, would concerns themselves more about those who have a greater chance of survival. 

 

I think the whole thing is just awful... "He is not worth wasting our resources on, so we'll just let him die...."

 

I don't know if I am angry, upset, depressed, anxious, scared.... or what?!

[gail]

Awaits with time

A message for Liz, I no longer have messenger. Use my email address please.
It would be nice to hear from you sweet Liz!

[invalidusername]

time to go

 

Absolutely, hope you are doing well Liz, amidst all this crazy cv stuff - would be nice to hear from you when you can stop by dear girl...

[gail]

Go where?

To Scrat for a BBQ lol!

[invalidusername]

where am I?

 

LOL. If only...!

[LDN]

i am 

 

Praying for you Gail!! LOVE!!!

[gail]

Am leaving

Leaving my desk to go make my bed! London, many thanks love!

[invalidusername]

leaving behind

[gail]

Behind all this

Go away Corona!

Hello Scrat! Seems like it's you and London and myself playing the game!

[invalidusername]

this and that

 

Seems like it my sweet. I thought with the lockdown we would have more activity. But we will keep it going!

[LDN]

that thing 

 

Massive love and prayers for you both!! 

 

The 3 musketeers here!!! 

 

LOVE!

 

God Bless!

[gail]

Thing Changes

I had a day of Grace yesterday. I was so calm and smiling and feeling light as a feather. No siesta, no need and besides I had so much fun playing solitaire.
A day rarely seen, thank you so much Jesus!

[invalidusername]

Changes happen

 

That is wonderful news - very happy for you Gailage. Great that you can have these days amid all the nightmare stuff that is going on.

 

No anxiety attack this morning, but feeling very very uncomfortable. Keep thinking about how long the lockdown will last. Am Googling to see what people are thinking - and I really shouldn't be. Another bad day with almost +3000 cases here in the UK, but we all knew it was going to get worse before it got better. I need to stay clear of the propaganda and concentrate solely on the statistics. 

 

Lovage.

[LDN]

happen to 

 

Wonderful news Gail!!! 

 

So so happy!!! 

 

I am praying my love! 

 

God Bless!!

[gail]

To be

Brain dead today, a so so day up to date. It will clear!

[LDN]

be well

 

Hi Gail! Hope you are well!! I have had many brain dead days recently!!! 

 

I saw a rat today!! I thought how much you love them!!! 

 

Plus if you see my post I had a long hill meditation today!! 

 

Love you so much!!

 

I am praying for you!! 

 

God Bless!

[gail]

Well done

I couldn't stand my state of mind, so I put on my pyjamas and went to bed. Slept from 4 pm to midnight. I didn't move a inch all that time!

A rat, yes I love rats, domesticated, of course. It's a family thing. We all love rats in the family.

That is why I love you Scrat! Now, I will read your posts. Love you my Prince London!

[LDN]

done well

 

I am happy you could get some sleep my love!! I can relate very well here LOL!! 2 sleepy friends!! 

 

I hope you are well!! I am praying for you!! 

 

Rest well my love and I hope you have more days of grace!!

 

I love you my Princess!!

[gail]

Well, shit

My appointment with the specialist was cancelled for tomorrow. Had my crying over this, now it's over. I will lean on Jesus and your prayers to get through this. Learn to live with this big tumor. On the gums front and back, big as a cashew. Difficulty pronouncing words with S.
Thank you all.

[invalidusername]

shit indeed

 

what the ****?! Why? Did they give you a reason? Don't tell me - coronavirus...

 

My poor sweet Gailage - how can they do this to you? Did they tell you when the next appointment will be?

 

Prayer will of course continue

 

Lovage

[LDN]

indeed (it) is

 

I am praying Gail!!! 

[gail]

Is painful

Yes Scrat, the reason is Corona virus. I will call my doctor today.

[invalidusername]

painful times

 

Let us know what happens Gailage. I really hope you get some good news.

[LDN]

times change

 

Oh Gail so sorry! I am praying for you my love!! 

 

I really hope it is sorted ASAP! 

 

I know you are safe in God's hands!! He loves you so much!! 

 

So proud of you!! Saint Gail!! 

 

You are so SPECIAL!!! 

 

Love you so much!!!! 

 

God Bless!!

[gail]

Change everything

My doctor was out, she will call me today. What more can she do? We'll see.

Yes, safe in God's hands, do I ever need him. I always do.

[invalidusername]

Everything needed

 

I sure hope she does call and you get an answer Gailage.

 

Another bad night for me and suffering the torment of it all. Not even 2 weeks into this - it is getting me worried. Never dealt with this sort of stuff before...

[gail]

Needed you

Eureka! At last. My doctor spoke to the radio oncologist that will see me next week. Scan, and radiotherapy on the same day.

I'm so extenuated, crying all morning, praying, crying and so on. I will be in bed shortly

Sorry for that night Scrat, nobody's been there before.i oh dear, my ordeal is about to be over but I never forget those who suffer. Sending a prayer up right now. Jesus is with you. Lovage and love.

[invalidusername]

you (are) loved

 

Sounds like you are exhausted dear Gailage. Rest my sweet. I will do the same as soon as I have finished messages here...

 

Lovage.

[gail]

Love conquers

Took away you S sweet Scrat. Again. Feeling like #$\@%.

[invalidusername]

conquers all

 

Just the same as you dear Gailage. Woke from my 5th bad dream in a row - I can't take much more