Hello,
I have been on dulextine since the fall of 2012, so over 5 years. I tried to come off of it in 2014, but did not succeed. I may need to go onto another drug, and I'm not sure how to do that.
I talked to my doctor in November about coming off of it- 2 months ago. I had been on 30 mg for several years, but when I got a physical in June, the PA (who did not know me) recommended I raise my dose due to panic attacks. They wanted to double my dose to 60 mg... I did not want that, because I am afraid of weight gain. My doctor (NOT the PA), agreed to prescribe me 2 20 mg pills a day instead of 60 mg.
Sooooo. In the past 6+ months, I have put on 10-15 lbs. I knew that was going to happen, but I really hoped it wouldn't.... AND i have seen no change in my panic episodes. I have gained 35 lbs since 2012... I was able to lose 15 in 2014, but I gained it back. I know that they say cymbals has less risk for weight gain. But I raised my dose, and I was working outside, walking all over during the summer, and eating relatively healthily... and I gained weight. It makes no sense! I am 29 years old, and I was thin my entire childhood. I didn't even gain the Freshman 15 in college.
So, basically I just want off this drug.
I've stayed on it because I don't have other major side effects like I had with others- zoloft gave me insane night sweats, lexapro ruined my sex life, effexor gave me migraines, celexa made me gain weight as well. I can have a normal sex life on cymbals, and it controls my depression. So I stay on it, even with my weight increasing over the years...
I tried to come off of 30 mg in fall of 2014. After 2 years on it, and I was about 165 lbs at this point. (I was 138 or so before I began Cymbalta). I had a schedule written by a doc that didn't involve removing beads, but it was a good schedule, very slow.. like, 2 months, I believe. But after a while, I started to feel depressed again, so I called the doctor, and he recommended I go back on it. So I went back on the drug. I was able to lose weight then, I got down to 145 before I started gaining it back. But this time, I'm 178, (I was 170 in September), and I can't lose ANYTHING. At least my gaining stabilized.
My new general doctor told me to take 20 mg, (so go from 40 to 20 immediately), for 7-10 days, then every other day for 7-10 days, and then stop.
I took 20 Tuesday night (2 days ago). I felt fine most of Wednesday. By dinnertime, I was feeling off... I started to get the "brain zaps" and dizziness, headache, nausea. By night I was pretty uncomfortable. I took 20 mg again and went to sleep. At 1:30 am, I woke up with my ears ringing, intense brain zaps every time I even moved my head, and excruciating nausea and dizziness. I caved and took the other 20 mg pill. I feel fine now. BUT I WANT OFF THIS DRUG.
I know I can't go down 20 mg overnight and function. I know about the withdrawal already because Effexor gave me HORRID withdrawal if I missed a dose by like an hour. If I took my meds everyday at 10pm, and I went to a movie with plans to take it when I got home, at 11 pm in the movie I would feel like I was literally going to die. I have tried to come off cymbalta before, maybe cold turkey for a day or two, and it's unbearable.
Please Help.
Thank you.