DESPERATE FOR GUIDANCE!
I have major depressive disorder and for the most part have spent the last 10 years on various antidepressants (I’ve tried most if not all).
In the fall of 2016 I started transcranial magnetic stimulation (TMS) to manage my depression, in addition to the antidepressants. I had horrible side effects with the antidepressants. Most recently I was on Cymbalta and had debilitating fatigue - in bed 16 hours a day despite having young kids.
I decided to just use TMS to manage my depression. I talked to my psychiatrist about stopping Cymbalta and mentioned discontinuation syndrome and he didn’t think it was a big deal. In March 2018, under guidance of my psychiatrist, I tapered off cymbalta 90, to cymbalta 60 for a week, to cymbalta 30 for a week and then off. I was amazed by my feelings of energy and hopefulness at getting this poision out of my system.
However, almost immediately I started having insane gas, diarrhea, bloating, weight gain, and abdominal pain. Since then I’ve had a ct scan, an MRI, and a colonoscopy to find the source of these issues which I’ve never experienced before. The gi is stumped and my psychiatrist doesn’t seem particularly knowledgeable/ helpful.
I am now convinced that it is antidepressant discontinuation syndrome. I feel like I should go back on cymbalta and do a slower taper, but I’m not sure what dose I need to resume at and how long I should take it (days, weeks?) before I start the taper. Again, I have been off it for 2.5 months.
Any guidance would be greatly appreciated.