2 DAYS TO GO....
Woke up after only 4 hours sleep feeling anxious. Kept tossing and turning. Now feeling very agitated and stress triggers are very small. The wife was saying she has a headache and a problem with eBay and this was enough to tip the scales a worrying amount.
Just want to have the last 2 doses over with, but today's 30 beads are done and going to try my best to take an hour at a time - or maybe half hour at a time.
Wondering whether a benzo will help with the stress anxiety. I worry to do anything or go anywhere in case something triggers it. Such a horrible feeling.