When A Person Knows When He/she Is Stabilized
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Posted 25 September 2013 - 06:37 PM
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Posted 26 September 2013 - 09:27 PM
It sounds like you are not stabilized! I sorta went cold turkey....I know it may be a big mistake. You sound as though you
are feeling alone, you need to talk it out. I found this site because I didn't realize I was being affected as much as I do now.
I won't bore you with details, pain and depression, lack of energy, more pain, dizzy and nauseated all the time. The ZAPS
are really hard for me....I feel like energy is surging through my head...then I get a vertigo/ lightheaded, I feel like I am going to
pass out or fly away like a vapor of energy. Then I get emotional, cry and scream, my husband and I work different hours
so he isn't home. There was projectile vomiting yesterday after I ate. I came home early from work because I couldn't keep
my head clear. I have ice on my back, my shoulders and arms ache so deeply and strongly, I don't even want to take otc
meds. I am hot outside but my skin is cold and I have goosebumps all over. I feel better lying down but then when I sleep
the dreams are like a war movie....Zombies, running from monsters, scared in my dreams always. So sleeping isn't much safer and restful. My heart wants it to be over very soon but my head is telling me this is not over yet by far. I have a list of things
started from all the suggestions here. I am eating a diet of mostly brown foods, rice, toast, applesauce, noodles, and crackers.
I ate a carrot today!!! My tummy is grinding contantly so I try to nibble on something to distract the pain and cramps.
I just feel helpless....not going back to my GP who put me on this crap...I know in my heart he didn't even explain to me what
I could expect from this "DRUG". This may cause a stir by some....he is a money grubbing Dr.who is obviously not a good
guy...or he is naive and that isn't a good person to have making my health decisions for me. I know he would insist on putting me on another med. I was taking it for severe back pain and knee, nerve pain in hands, feet and legs and a diagnosis of possible Fibromyalg. I just wanted to know I wasn't alone and it isn't me going crazy, not the flu or just my imagination. The pain and side effects are among some of the worst ever. I just want to get better asap and hoping I can vent until I am clear and free. I hope people can recieve the help they need here...if even to feel human and cared for. Thanks!
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