I've found that starting the weaning process has been invigorating simply because I feel I'm taking more control of my own health. What's also helped is the wealth of literature on meds and brain health.
I just attended a week-long conference on psychotherapy and got to see Dan Siegel speak about the latest research on the brain. I also heard Bill O'Hanlon speak. He is a therapist with his own history of suicidal depression who gave a talk on strategies to prevent depression without the use of meds. I HIGHLY recommend reading anything by these two. Another guy who has a lot of interesting stuff to say is Michael Yapko. He is another guy who specializes in working with depressed patients and who is not big on meds.
The takeaways from this conference are that the single most important thing you can do for brain health is to EXERCISE.
O'Hanlon recommends the following books on the topic:
1. The Brain That Changes Itself, by Norman Doidge
2. Younger Next Year, by Chris Crowley and Henry Lodge
He admits to hating anything related to physical activity. However, these two books helped him get to a point where he now runs six times a week, 50 minutes at a time (this is supposed to be the most active one should be in order to keep depression at bay; once you start exercising obsessively, you actually make yourself more prone to depression).
Along with exercise, it's crucial to cultivate relationships with others. It makes sense when you think that isolation and physical inactivity are two major symptoms of depression. They're also the two hardest things to break when feeling depressed. However, they're essential in helping the brain grow (yes, the brain continues to grow even in old age) and in keeping one's mood within a healthy range of lability.
So, fellow Crapalta weaners, let's all encourage and support each other in doing our best to be physically active (baby steps! anything as small as walking around your house or apartment). This is so important in helping us get through this and push ourselves toward optimal health. It goes a long way toward helping with withdrawal symptoms. More importantly, consider any sort of exercise regimen as your path to not just physical health but emotional health as well.
I salute you all for everything you're doing to help yourself and others!