11 Weeks And Its Just Getting Worse
#1
Posted 01 June 2012 - 06:30 PM
At the same time that I was going completely off of the Cymbalta, I was suppose to increase my dose of Savella. It was then that i started having these constant crying episodes at the drop of the hat. The Savella was definitely helping with the fibro pain and I had more energy to do stuff than I'd had in a long time. But the abject emotional misery that I have been experiencing was making me consider going off the Savella. I'm currently at the point where I can't go out in public because I can't talk to people about anything except the weather without breaking into tears. Last night I almost choked when I broke out into tears while trying to brush my teeth! And the weird dreams and even bizarre images I see when I close my eyes, and yes...fleeting thoughts of ending it all, have had me seriously thinking about committing myself. Last night as I was trying not to wake up my husband with my sobbing, it occurred to me that maybe it wasn't the Savella, that maybe I was still going thru the Cymbalta withdrawal...so, I Googled Cymbalta withdrawal and found this forum and a few others. I can't believe Eli Lilly is acting like this isn't a problem when there are posts online going back to 2007 about Cymbalta problems! I spoke with another friend of mine that was on Cymbalta and she said it took her several months to get off of it, and she had to use a compounding pharmacy to reduce the dosages down...but her insurance wouldn't pay for the compounding and it cost her over $600 a month. I called my Doc who said, well, just go back on the Cymbalta in addition to the Savella. So......are my choices to be "hooked" on this drug for life or fight disabling depression..? I did go back on the Cymbalta today, just because I can't stand myself crying all the time, but I'm livid! I feel like some back street pusher has made me an addict! I have studiously resisted the painkillers offered to me, like Vicodin Oxycontin and Ultracet because I didn't WANT to have to deal with addiction. I do think the drug needs to be reclassified and Eli Lilly should have to pay for compounding if that is the only safe way to get off of this drug.
#2
Posted 01 June 2012 - 07:33 PM
So Sorry to hear how you are struggling with not only Fibromyalgia but the Cymbalta withdrawal. I also have Fibromyalgia since 1996. In 2008 my neurologist changed me from Prozac to Cymbalta and I started going down hill from there. Unfortunately, it took 4 years to realize I was suffering from SERATONIN SYNDROME (please Google it and read about it) That is why I'm getting off of the Cymbalta now. I'm presently on day21 w/o cymbalta and have been on the same physical and emotional roller coaster ride everyone else talks about. It Has not been easy but I believe it will be worth it in the end. I have found this Forum to be extremely helpful and encouraging during this very difficult process.. If you decide to get off of the cymbalta , maybe a slower withdrawal by opening up the caps and decreasing the beads might be less traumatic to your body. Look back in this forum at a post by Zazzed,( in the last 2 weeks) She listed a formula for decreasing the balls that somebody figured out. I did not have the patience to count the balls. I just opened up a 30mg, licked my finger and put the balls in my mouth. I just tried to take less everyday til I decided to just stop it and tuff it out the rest of the way. Patience is not really one of my virtues, Anyway, I'm off of cymbalta now for 21 days. In day 16,17, 18, I felt a lot better. I could think clearly, drove my car again and went to church last Sunday. Tues and Wed were pretty bad again. All of the w/d symptoms seem to come back but yesterday and today only my shoulders hurt. Otherwise I'm OK.
#3
Posted 01 June 2012 - 08:44 PM
#4
Posted 01 June 2012 - 09:32 PM
I don't think the cymbalta was helping my fibro anymore, but now I"m wondering if the fatigue and pain I was feeling while on it, were actually from the meds and not the fibro.
I'm going to try really hard to control my fibro with clean eating, and natural things. I have NO desire to put another pill into my body ever again!
Good luck on your journey, and please keep posting, it helps knowing other people are going through the same thing, as hard as it is.
Thanks KZAP, I do want to get off of it and think that I will look for that post about counting balls....patience isn't my virtue either, we'll see. This whole episode with the Cymbalta has already got me questioning what the downside of Savella is. I just turned 60 and am really not pleased with the thought of having to be on a bunch of medications for the rest of my life. I've heard that sometimes Fibromyalgia symptoms fade as you age, but it sure hasn't happened to me yet...then again, sometimes I have to stop and figure out if its Fibro or arthritis that I'm feeling at at the time. For awhile I was seeing an excellent Osteopath who had me on a bunch of different vitamins and minerals that were really helping and the plan was to eventually get off of the Cymbalta with him, but now he's in Sacrmento, Ca and I'm in Caliente Nevada, so I don't see him anymore. I pray and meditate and have moments of calm and peace, but if I actually try to function, I crumble. I don't think most doctor's have a clue how horrible withdrawal from Cymbalta can be. I did look up Seratonin Syndrome when I first went on the Savella, because the patient information flyer mentioned it, cautioning that being on Savella with other SNRIs could cause it. But my issues really seemed to get worse with the cessation of the Cymbalta. I will admit that while I was on Cymbalta I did experience that flatness, apathy and memory issues listed in the symptom list at the beginning of the forum, but I never cried. For awhile I even thought that maybe I had just saved up so much crying all those years of being on the Cymbalta, when I was virtually numb, that I just had to get it out of my system, but after 11 weeks, I really think that my reliance on the Cymbalta caused my system to quit producting what ever neurochemicals my brain needs, so it may be that I have to continue to supplement. Well, tomorrow is another day. Thanks again for your welcome to the forum
#5
Posted 03 June 2012 - 06:21 PM
I am a graduate student in Dallas majoring in Cognitive Neuroscience. I have learned so much in the past six months about how antidepressants are only affective in 6-10% of the population. Anyone familiar with how powerful the pharmaceutical companies are in this country understands why the continued high rate of prescriptions.
This affected me personally, as I have been taking Cymbalta for years. I decided it was time to desist in taking the meds, but was totally not prepared for the withdrawal experiences. The doctors--and certainly not the pharmaceutical company--do not reveal the horrible, life-stalemating affects one will have to go through in order to wean off of Cymbalta.
I cannot go anywhere or even do anything around the house. I am plagued with fatigue. I am nauseated and sometimes cannot keep food down. I make constant trips to the bathroom. I am hyper-sensitive to sounds. I have these “flashes” that I have now discovered are common in others, and they call them “brain zaps”. It feels like electric pulses that zap through my head and cause this disturbing dizziness.
Distraught with sickness, I looked online to see if I could find information. I found was an entire forum based on providing support for those coming off of Cymbalta. This is when I learned that I am not alone. Why has this information been kept from people who are on Cymbalta or who may consider beginning the drug?
This is what needs to change. People have a right to know how a drug they willingly take may affect them. With the proper information, people can then make a conscious decision if they want to introduce this drug to their body or avoid the potential dangers.
#7
Posted 18 August 2012 - 08:16 AM
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