For a long time I've wanted to get off Cymbalta (was originally prescribed by my well-meaning-now-retired GP for my perimenopausal ugliness). He'd said I wouldn't have to be on it long, just get me through this stage in my hormone house party. I am seeing a therapist which I consider a huge treat to myself, and she's highly qualified. She mentioned some weeks back that she doesn't think I need to be on the Cymbalta - I agreed.
At the doctor this past Monday and he stepped me down from 60mg to 30mg. Today is day 3 of half dose and OMG. What is with my CRYING? I'm a critically busy litigation paralegal - I know what I'm doing and have been one of the best in my field for quite some time! I'm also pretty fun - or maybe I WAS pretty fun. The bottom line is, starting yesterday, I can't stop crying. If someone in the office comes in to see me - I cry. I had a meeting with the managing partner yesterday (a very sweet guy) and......I cried. I'm sitting in my office with the door closed now....crying. I feel completely stupid and guilty and like I should just walk out and not return. I bit off the receptionist's head this morning just because she's a ditz, but she didn't deserve it. I'm utterly horrified at the overnight Jekyll-Hyde change in me. Holy cow......
I've read on these forums this morning and now I'm scared. I cannot imagine getting worse instead of better once completely done with Cymbalta. I cannot imagine crying harder, hating people more, being angry all of a sudden, not being able to string two thoughts together or focus on anything. I work - it's what keeps my family fed and keeps me happy - I LOVE MY JOB!
Is there ANYTHING out there anyone would suggest? I'm totally open to natural supplements, activities, staying away from or increasing intake of certain foods - I'll do whatever it takes to not suffer too badly! I'm 52-1/2 years old, overweight, live in Portland, Oregon, am intelligent and (normally) a happy, funny gal! HELP ME - PLEASE.