- Dizzy
- lightheaded ...
- internal wavering feeling as if on a gentle rocking boat but not soothing,
- nausea as if on curvy hilly road going too fast,
- ringing in the ears (but that's a norm for me from my days of 9-12 Advil gels a day used for pain before diagnosed and really medicated)
- Lethargic
- Angry
- Sad
- Depressed (wah wah wah)
- Don't want to deal with people out in the "world" - this sadly includes my roommate aunt.
- Today is Friday, the dreaded weekend that'll be two days of "oh let me do that" "oh are you any better" "oh I'm soooo sorry" as she limps away with her own osteo pain at 71 and me at 61 feeling guilty cause I should be taking care of her. But hey, she didn't plan for her old age, she'd have to work anyway, but still it's hard. Hell, I didn't plan for my old age nor disability!
- We all have a guilt gland, chuckle. I need therapy, again, about my aunt.
- Crying
- don't want to walk the dog
- My spoons, where are my spoons?
Thanks for listening!