My fiance and I spent quite a lot of time researching this forum and found many topics on rage, but mine seems especially bad. It resulted in the police being called TWICE to my house in four days. My fiance and I have been together 10 years and have had our problems, but never anything like this. I don't want to go into too much detail about what happened in case someone figures out who I am by reading this post, but to suffice it to say, it's BAD NEWS BEARS. I do feel safe to say that the second time the police called, I was sent to the local ER for a mental health evaluation (they scared me terribly by telling me I was being involuntarily committed, which would mean a 72 hour hold and a court date, and I am starting a new job on Monday that was a huge triumph to net, as I have been effectively unemployed for 3 years. However the EMTs explained what was really going on).
Like many people on here, I was afraid this was a new personality trait that was developing as a result of my mental illness (I have several diagnoses), but am extremely relieved to find out that it's just the medication and will pass in time. We called my doctor today, and he suggested going back to the full dosage of Cymbalta (30 mg) and adding Xanax and Clemazepam as needed. I don't want to start the withdrawal process over again if I'm nearing the point where I'll start feeling better, but I've added the Xanax and Clemazepam and have started feeling better. There was a rough period this afternoon where I got really upset again at my fiance for calling 911 to report my breakdown, but that passed and I have been feeling much better for the rest of the day. In sum, we are cautiously optimistic.
We are also thinking of filing a lawsuit against the manufacturers of Cymbalta, as no medication should cause such devastating withdrawal symptoms. Let me know if you would be interested in making this a class action lawsuit.
Forgot to mention that I have also been experiencing extreme dizziness and nausea as a result of the withdrawal (though it could be anxiety from the stressful week we've been having). No brain zaps or anything like that, though. I was on 30 mg of Cymbalta for less than 2 months.
Forgot to mention that I also experienced hypomania: I went through a phase where I was fixated on joining the Navy. Luckily I did not get in due to my mental health history- that probably would have been bad for everyone, though it *has* been a lifelong dream of mine, but that's a different story for another forum, probably.