This day always weighs heavily on my heart, mind and soul ... and in the run-up to it every year I feel anxious and sad ... this year perhaps more so than any year previously, I'm sure because I simply don't have any "defense mechanisms" left after the Cymbalta experience ...
In years previously, I've watched at least one of the videos of the event, and found it cathartic to let myself cry ... can't do it this year, it would break me apart ...
I don't know about you guys, but for me, 9/11/2001 marked the day ... the moment ... when life changed ... the world changed ... America changed ... hell, I changed ...
Don't have anything else to say ... just wanted to share this with you...